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Chapter 49

I moved my hand off my stomach to press it softly onto Ash's back as I pushed him softly as I could, pulling his piety frame closer to myself, the best as I could without feeling a little light headed or having the urge to fall back down on the bed and take a nap. He continued to let out small sobs of pain out in the nape of my neck

My hand automatically started petting his back in a slow comforting rhythm and Zach started to rub his Ash's back as well

Tears continued to wet the skin around my neck for the tears that the small boy in my lap was shearling for m

He was shaking lightly in my gentle yet protective hold as tears had yet to stop themselves from leaking down his soft blue eyes like a waterfall. The way he let out little whimpers between his sobs displayed to me that it physically and emotionally pained my younger brother to see his older sister of a hospitals bed

He was crying like small kid being held in between his slibings arms while they provided comfort for the younger one

Ash after all was the innocent crybaby between me and Zach, but this kid was also the sassiest one as well. Only when he really needed to me sassy to wreck Zach's ass, badly or playfully

He was my cute little cub that I held in my arms when he was born -or so I thought-. The boy grew up to fast for my likings but it is what it is, I guess. I peaked his cheek and whipped a few of his tears of his face. It was kinda difficult to do due to the obvious fact that his face was buried into my neck

I pulled Ash's face slowly away from my neck and made his teary blue eyes face my soft loveable brown eyes

A soft smile out stretched my face when he faced me. I whipped a tear away from the corner of his eyes with the pad of my thumb before it even had the chance to fall from his eyes and drip down his cheeks "Stop crying or else your going to make me tear up as well bud." I poured pinching his checks softly and make a silly face at him to lighten his sadden face up

His rose red lower lip trembled and he dragged it between his upper and lower teeth and bite down on it, forcing that to spot shaking. His eyes glossed up again and his eyelashes started to blink rapidly

I didn't like that fact that he was forcing his emotions kg wipe of his face but I nevertheless I pulled another silly face at him and he smiled

A small barley visible smile that I somewhat saw before it disappeared back into a pout and a frown

"Cry baby, cry bab-." My fingers inched towards Zach's ear and I pinched his ear sharply in between my fingers as he found this time appropriate to start teasing my little baby. My eyes narrowed half-heartily down at the teen boy that had his head comfortable placed on my legs with his eyes closed and a sad smile adored his normally happy face. The smile that he only provided for his family and his only family. I love these two boys more than I could ever love anyone else in my life

It hurt my heart to see how closed of my slibings had to become at such a young age to people. Trust issues starting at a young with no one to help you out but your older sister

Trauma that left you scared for you whole life and had yet to fully recover

I quickly brushed my thoughts to the back of mind as I started down at Zach with a frown as he continued to keep his eye closed

I gave a roll of my eyes "Last time I checked your the who balled his eyes out for two weeks straight when you failed to impr--." His eyes instantly shot open in alert as his head was of off my lap in a flash of light

Zach's hand slapped itself over Asher's mouth, sealing his lips lightly and cutting him completely off from finish his important speech

Ash's eyes lighted up with amusement as they connected with mines and I flashed a bright lit smile but the Curiosity was clear as day in my eyes as I stared at my younger bothers, but nevertheless amusement flickered through my eyes at how Ash and mentioned to smile again