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Chapter forty seven

The words rolled out of me without meaning to, I didn't want to intrude into his personally life when I meant nothing to him now, hand was over my month as my eyes widen the slightest bit in panic as I didn't mean for my thoughts to speak themselves out loud. "Sorry- I." I tried to explain but my mouth went dry as I saw him frown and look behind him and glance back for the woman who was hugging him earlier, she looked up at with an expression that only true soulmates would understand. They looked good together, he deserved everything after what he went through for being with me.

He turned back to look at me, his eyes showing sadness as he scanned me from head to toe, I didn't know what to do other than lower my gaze down to his chest and avoid his eyes. He opened his mouth but nothing came out, he was hesitant as if whatever came out of his mouth next would kill me. I blinked away the tears, looking down to his chest instead as I couldn't bare to look at the eyes that once meant everything to me.

'As if your heart hadn't been broken yet.' Zara laughed sarcastically, her eyes closed while her tone was of a cat fed up with toying with mouse for the day. I knew my Phoenix, more then she knew herself. She was covering up her anxious voice by her boredom one, playing that his presence didn't bother her but I knew well what it meant to her. She was afraid to hear his next words that would leave his lips any second now, but she was also ready for them. After all he did deserve a good mate, someone that could buy and give him the love he lacked in his life. He deserved a family that he could easily share everything with, a wife and kids they he could be happy with and not fear for what was going to happened next.

'It's not your fault, if you where forced into doing something you didn't want Zara then it's not your fault.' Daxon's unexpected voice entered my head, I jumped back afraid of how long he had been ears dropping to my thoughts. I didn't say anything that would give him a hit of what had happened to me so I wasn't all to worried but still. 'Don't worry, I just got here, mi hermoso.' He assured, I wasn't sure if I should believe him or not.

'Why would you believe an asshole that knows my name, that you haven't mentioned to anyone in fucking years.' Anna still held a grudge against the poor male, I had started to feel bad for him but I needed my witch more than another male. She was drama Queen, I loved her to death and I only had her once in my life time and I wasn't going to lose her.

She was still beyond angry about earlier. I do truly understand that my spirit hated the mention of her name and I also knew it was going to take a while for her to trust Jayden, Hayden or anyone of their spirits again. Damon had fucked himself over when he had called her that, he reopened a wound that both me and Anna had never and will never heal for.

I don't blame Anna for anything, and knew very well that she would be facing some unexpected realistic nightmares tonight.

'I'm sorry.' Daxon apologised, his voice lowered as I could tell he was hating himself for what he had done to Anna, but Anna rolled her eyes with a flick of her tongue. Her brows frowned down in annoyance, she was a stubborn witch, didn't forgive and forget easily, I needed someone like her in my life to keep me in check.

'I'm sorry.' Her lips moved up and down in a mocking matter and Skylar laughed as Anna mocked Daxon's voice, lowering her vocal cords and everything down to his posture. Cleo rolled her eyes, amused as she watched Anna's tensed body, her shoulders squared up, jaw clenched tight and eyes narrowed in frustration.

'Anna.' Blaze, spoke calmly that's when I knew i was fucked along with Anna. Blaze was calmer than Hayden and Jayden, more gentle with me and my spirits than the rest and when he spoke it brought me back to good memories, a safe place that I didn't know I had before. His voice took Cleo by surprise, she wandered why he spoke so calm and nicely to her than the rest. I myself expected his voice to sound offend of something but no, he sounded at if he understood Anna's rage, understand the pain she had went through as if he saw her when she was crying out for help.