Just You and Me

8. I am the problem

Triggering topics are discussed in this chapter!
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"EMI!!"

It's taking so much for me to not kill her right now.

She tried to answer back but couldn't due to the rope in her mouth. I looked over at Eita and he looked extremely angry with me.

"Let her go."

"Why should I?"

"She is my sister. And I will always, always, love her."

"If she wasn't here, you wouldn't love her right? Because she's not here."

"Don't you fucking dare."

As I was about to say something she started crying and trying to move closer to him despite her arms and legs being tied together.

"Let her go."

"Why?! Why do you care more about her then me?! Ever since I've met you all I've done was try and make you happy and loved for and cared for. She's done nothing but get in the way of us."

"There is no us Shirabu!! You're a psychopath! And maybe, maybe in a different lifetime we're meant to be, but we aren't in this one! You killed my friend, you've tied up my sister. This isn't okay Shirabu."

Of course it's okay! It's for us. Me and him. It's making us be able to have a stronger bond. No one else needs to be in our life's.

"You are the only reason Im alive. You are why I still want to be here."

"I can be a reason, but I don't have to be your only reason Shirabu. You can make friends, you can find someone who will love you."

"And why can't it be you? I know it's you!"

"Just because you love me doesn't mean I love you!!"

...

Why is this feeling...that I feel right now so familiar? Actually, ever since he's started all of this nonsense I've had this small feeling.

I don't understand it, but maybe he just can't understand.

"You do Eita. I've done everything perfect! I've done everything to make you happy, and feel the same way I do!"

"That doesn't mean I have to fall in love with you."

"Yes. It does!"

"No it doesnt."

"Yes-"

"Juh stppp!!" Emi tried to talk but the rope in her mouth prevented her from speaking clearly.

Looking back at Eita, I noticed tears in his eyes.

"Why are you crying my dear?"

"Because of you! You're fucking terrible!"

"Stop saying that!!"

I love everything about him, I really do, but I hate him saying that. I hate it. So much. It fucking hurts. Why is he hurting me!! Why can't he just love me?! I've done everything right!"

"It's the truth Shirabu. Right now, you're the worst person I've ever known."

Why?! Why does it hurt so much, and why is this feeling so familiar? I can't understand.

Why is Eita acting like this. Why is he saying all these things. It's her. It must be. I know it's not me.

I turned to her and she was sobbing looking at Eita with a hopeless look. I guess she could feel my eyes on her, because she looked at me and started shaking her head.