Just You and Me

4. I wonder what Semi's lips feel like

The next day we spent all day talking.

He showed me some of the things he enjoyed and I loved watching him talk about it. I love everything about him.

I care about him so much. Last night he let me sleep with him, and I couldn't help but watch as his chest rose then fell.

Everything he did made me feel something. I wanted to feel more.

"So I've gotta work tonight so I won't be here. Emi is fine on her own, but if she needs anything you'll help her out right?"

"Yea I'll try my best."

"Cool. And also I was thinking maybe I could talk to my manager about getting you a job. But if your not interested then I'll help you look somewhere else."

I nodded and he smiled back at me.

I love seeing his smile it fills me with happiness.

"Cool. Well I'm gonna start getting ready alright?"

He left to the bathroom, probably to shower and I thought about what Semi had said last night.

He once felt like how I did. I don't want Semi to feel that way. To feel like he's worth nothing.

Semi is worth more then the universe. He is absolutely perfect, and amazing. He's great in every way possible. Someone as perfect as him shouldn't ever have to feel nothing, or feel like nothing.

He shouldn't feel sad or hurt or anything bad either.

I want to make him as happy as he makes me. I want him to make him feel the way he makes me feel.

I will make sure he feels as happy around me as I feel around him.

~

I don't like Semi being gone. It's so boring without him. I miss him.

It's not like I don't feel anything, but I feel terrible when he's gone.

Semi just makes everything better.

"So...Eita's boyfriend."

"I wish."

"What?"

"N-Nothing!" I didn't realize I said that out loud. That's fucking embarrassing.

She eyed me before rolling her eyes.
"So what the hell is happening? Why are you here? Eita says your just a friend who's staying over but come on."

"That's all it is."

"Yea okay."

"Do you mind if I ask you something?"

"Depends."

"What would you do if Semi- I mean Eita just left you." I asked. It's not like I mind her being here, but me and him couldn't even talk earlier because she was here.

"W-Why would you even ask something like that? He's my brother, I love him."

"But you have friends don't you? Go with them."

"Stay in your place dude. Eita's my brother." She said glaring at me before going back to her room.

She's kind of annoying.

I started thinking about Semi again, but can I really say again if I never stopped?

He makes me so happy just by talking and looking at me. And when he touches me I just feel so many things. Things more then happiness. It has to be love.

People in love do things like kiss and cuddle. I wonder what Semi's lips feel like. I have to know. I need to know.

~

I heard the door open and close. Semi! He's finally back.

I sat up and ran out of his room and to him.

"Semi! You're back finally!" I said hugging him.

I love touching him.

"Woa Shirabu. It's like 5am. You stayed up all night?"

"Yea. I missed you."

He smiled and laughed before yawning.

"Well...I gotta stay up to take Emi to school anyway so...mind if I vent about work?"

"Not at all."

"Great. So there was this weird girl there and she kept hitting on me. I didn't really care at first but she just kept going on and on and it was kinda of annoying. I think she's married too so I don't really understand why. But yea. The rest of the night was pretty good."

"That's terrible. You shouldn't feel like that! You should feel happy not uncomfortable."

Semi laughed at that and started talking more.

I love his voice. It's so comforting and sweet. I could listening to it all day.

Eventually it got brighter outside, and it was about time for Semi to take his sister to school.

Of course when she saw me she glared at me. What a brat.

We got in the car and it was silent at first.

"Hey Eita. Your boyfriend and I had a talk yesterday."

"He's not my boyfriend Emi."

"Whatever. Anyway, he basically asked what would I do if you left me."

"I would never."

"You better not. Anyway, I told him that I love you, and that he should back off because you're my brother!"

"I am your brother, but I'm also his friend."

"What?!"

"Emi he is my friend. I care about you, but I care about him too. I would never leave him for you. If that's what you're worried about you shouldn't. Alright?"

She looked back at me but let out a long sigh before mumbling fine.

Who does she think she is? I'm the one who cares about Semi more then anything in the world. I'll love him not matter what.

Why doesn't she just go away.

I felt relieved when she got out of the car and Semi let out a sigh.
"Sorry about that. I guess she's not used to other people."

"It's okay. As long as your fine."

"I am, but still, why would you ask her something like that?"

"I was just curious. I don't know it came to my head." I lied.

He just shrugged his shoulders before he continued off driving.
"Well, I've got an old friend who owns a coffee shop. He might let you have a job if your up for it?"

"O-Oh sure!"

He smiled back at me and I felt myself melting.

I love it so much.