Just You and Me

7. I think he just needs to get some help

When I woke up the first thing I noticed was that my hands were tied up in some way where they were restrained behind me. After struggling for a few moments I gave up and looked around me.

I was somewhat thankful he wasn't here.

I still can't really believe what happened.

I never thought Shirabu could be so...so crazy.

I remember when I saw that knife in his hand I tried to look for something to defend myself with. I was too late, and in an instant he had the knife held against my neck. He led me over to our bathroom, and I can't remember much after that.

He probably did something to put me to sleep, or maybe I passed out from pure shock.

It doesn't matter how it happened, now I was here in some empty dirty building. Something about it seemed a little familiar but I couldn't exactly figure it out.

I'm so worried about Emi.

I can't believe I didn't listen to her. Her or Tendou.

Why did I even listen to Shirabu. There's clearly something wrong with him.

"Eita!!"

No. No no no.

"Your finally up!"

"Where the hell are we?!"

"The place where I fell in love with you."

More like where I made a mistake.

"So Eita...we should talk some more! I love talking to you."

"Do you know where Emi is?"

"Why do you care about her?"

"Because she is my sister, and she was right about you. Your a fucking creep."

Shirabu frowned at this.

"You know it's just us here right? You don't have to lie."

"I'm not." I muttered and he walked closer to me sitting down next to me. He leaned his head on me and just as I was about to move away he shot a glare at me.

I don't think he would kill me, but I don't want him to hurt anyone else.

He's already fucking killed somebody.

Because of me.

Is this my fault?

Did Tendou die because of me? I should've listened to him, and Emi.

All of this is my fault.

"What's wrong. Don't be sad Eita. We're together! You can tell me anything." He said moving a hand up to my cheek wiping away tears I didn't realize were falling.

"Get away from me."

"All we need is each other Eita...you can tell me anything." He said his voice fading into a whisper.

"I hate you so much."

"No you don't."

He was right.

"This is all my fault isn't it? Tendou's dead because of me. Emi feels probably betrayed and alone because of me. It's ny fault-"

"It is not your fault Eita. They got in the way. It's their own fault. If they just stayed out of our life's then it wouldn't have had happen. It's okay though, because I fixed it."

"You didn't fix anything." I muttered and he just chucked before hugging me.

I hate this.

I hate myself.

I hate this life.

I hate him.

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I'm so hungry. I need something. But there is no way I'm eating anything that freak gives me.

"Eitaaa!"

I hate hearing his voice.

"I'm back Eita! I've got something to show you."

What is it your physo love?

No thanks.

"Answer me or Ill hurt her."

Her?! Emi?!

"Emi?! Do you have Emi?!" I attempted to yell, but I haven't spoken in so long it came out like a whisper almost.

He looked a little conflicted, most likely because I said Emi's name.

"It's been a while since you talked...your voice is so wonderful."

"Where is she?!"

"Why do you care?! You should care about me!"

"Damnit Shirabu where is she?!"

"Depends...she might be six feet under in a little bit if you're not careful."

I will not let Emi die. I won't let that happen.

"Why are you telling me this?" I asked instead trying to cool down.

He seemed to be happy with this response and he walked closer to me before sitting in front of me.

"I've told you lots of times before that all we need is each other. Am I not enough for you?"

"You never will be."

"Is this because of her?"

"No! It's you! You're fucking crazy, you killed my friend! I met you around 4 days ago and you say that we only need each other?! It hasn't even been a week that we've known each other! You are abusoletly crazy. And if you kill my sister I will never care about you!!"

He seemed to raise an eyebrow at this.

"You still care about me?"

...

I don't know how to answer that. I hate him. I really do.

But I don't think he deserves to die.

I think he just needs to get some help. I really think Shirabu would be okay if he just got the help he clearly needs.

"I don't know."

He smiled and seemed to think for a minute before he hugged me.

"I love you Eita. You are the best thing ever.."

I didn't bother saying anything.

He kissed my cheek and then went outside.

Please...the next time he comes back let Emi be with him alive.

It's like whatever god in the sky read my thoughts.