BillDip AU: The Triangle Club

No Regrets

Bills P.O.V:

Growing up my parents have taught me many, typical lessons. Don't talk to strangers, look both ways before crossing, mind your manners, stuff like that. As a kid, I always thought that my parents were just nagging at me. Now I'm older I'm so sorry I thought that way mom and dad I hope you can forgive me. However, there was one lesson I never quite understood. My mother once told me; when your heart speaks, listen closely, it speaks the truth. She told me this two weeks before she and dad died in the fire. As a child I never really understood what that meant, I was hoping she would help me in the future. Clearly, that never can happen and I had to figure it out for myself.

A heart does have a rhythm but not a voice, so how on earth can you listen to your heart if it doesn't speak? The answer is simple, you have to learn the language of the heart. I began to learn mine when I first met you Pinetree. The moment I saw you, it called for you. When you left Gravity Falls, it yearned for you. The second walked into my office, it screamed for you. This continued until it was silenced by your kiss and suddenly my mother's lesson finally made sense. Your heart knows what it wants even before you do and once you listen to it, you will achieve true happiness. Thank you mother, you're last lesson was the greatest one of all.

~End of P.O.V~

Time came to a screeching halt the second his blood dripped onto the floor. Dipper witnessed in horror Bill taking a steak knife and plugging it right into Zander's back. The immense shock caused his entire body to tense up to the point of near vomiting. The silence was soon broken when Bill parted his dry, bloody lips.

"You hurt him...now I'm gonna...FUCKING KILL YOU!!!!!~"

Bill removed the knife from Zander's back causing the man to scream in pain. As the blood began to spill out, Bill grabs the back of his collar and tosses him to the ground. Quickly, Bill hops on top of Zander and begins punching him in the face repeatedly. Dipper was still too much in shock to move a muscle. After a couple of hits and with his face bashed, Zander looks up to see Bill pointing the knife above his chest. Instead of fear and begging for his life, Zander only grinned.

"What are you waiting for?... Go on...kill me Bill" Zander chuckles weakly.

"Before I do I just have one question...why?" Bill glared angrily.

Zander's grin fades at the dull and monotonous question. Of course, Bill would want to know why, everyone he has ever been in contact with has asked that question. Knowing that his life is hanging by a thread and that it's Bill, Zander decides to do the one thing he never did. To answer the question.

"Why?...fine I will tell you. But first what is one thing that most serial killers have in common?" Zander muttered.

"Oh I don't know...how about being fucking psychotic" Bill replied with a smart remark.

"Their upbringing. Most of them come from abusive households, neglect, poverty, among other things. It's a key factor." Zander answers.

"Yeah well you were a spoiled little rich boy, your parents loved you and got everything handed to you. Don't tell me that your life was so horrible because that's a load of bullshit" Bill angrily spoke.

"You're right my life was full of riches but what comes next after you have so much money? Power."

Bill gave him a confused look but quickly shook his head to stay focused. Zander was definitely stalling so he decided to move the knife a bit closer to his chest. In order to speed things up.

"Go on" Bill trailed on as Zander let out a chuckle.

"The power to control lives is a very strategic thing. To be controlled is one thing but to take control is a whole different story. Let's just say I've experienced both sides. You should know what that's like Bill after all...I made you this way...so I wouldn't experience it alone" Zander says.