i love you, so much (bruno x f!reader)

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❥ hi so technically this isn't my idea and i took it from tumblr (see above) but i couldn't miss the opportunity to write it :)
also i'm working on an isabela x m!reader so that's coming up very soon(☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)☞
⚠️warnings: ANGST. SAD. HEART=BROKEN.
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"Good morning, Bruno! How was your night?" Y/N asked. I opened my mouth to say something, but walked away in silence. I can't face her. Not after what I saw last night.

I was being stupid, and I got paranoid about Y/N. She was ready to go on a trip to see her family and wouldn't be back in a while. I couldn't take it anymore, so I had a vision.
I remember it all.

There was a flash of lightning, and then fire. People running away. But one figure ran inside the burning building. It was her. Y/N.
After a while, someone else ran out from the building, coughing and was possibly rescued by Y/N. But after they got taken away, the building collapsed. Y/N died in the fire.

I couldn't sleep or eat that day. I couldn't do anything. I saw the future, and there was nothing I could do about it. I would warn her, but she would panic and something bad will happen. Either way, it's the future... you can't stop the future. But why? Why Y/N? Why now, of all times? Please, universe, just wait for a decade or two.

"Mi amor, is something wrong?" Y/N asked, patting me on the back.
"Nothing. I just don't really want you to go..." I replied, my heart aching.
"Aw, you'll be fine without me. How about this, I spend the day with you and we can do some fun things before I leave?" She proposed.

I tried to give her a smile in response. "Sounds great." She giggled, "I'll set some activities up."

I was in shock. I truly couldn't believe it.
It would be my last day with the love of my life.

-

"Phew, we're done. Wasn't that relaxing?" Y/N sighed, as we finished making muffins.
First, we painted a portrait of ourselves, then we took a walk around town, and now we finished making muffins. I wasn't enjoying myself at all, feeling guilty that I couldn't do anything.
I tried distracting myself and forced myself to have fun, but it wouldn't work.

I couldn't help it, knowing today was the last day I would be able to see her smile. Feel her warmth.
See her alive.

And I had to make the most of it, no matter what.

"Uh, Bruno? Don't you think we can take a break? I'm getting a bit tired..." Y/N nervously chuckled, holding her stomach from laughing too hard throughout the day.

"We should do a little more activities before you leave! I'm just really going to miss you." I lied, holding her hand tightly. "Besides, maybe you'll get some energy from the fun!"

"No, Bruno, seriously. I'll just stop and pack up my things. It'll be dark soon, so I should move quickly." She said, walking back home.

"Wait! Are you sure? I mean.."

I knew I shouldn't tire her out, but I needed to spend more time. This wasn't enough. There was only so much you can do in one day, but I never thought we would part so soon.
I loved her too much to let go of her, but she might catch on to what's happening if I keep forcing her to spend time with me.

But I guess it was inevitable. Even if she never left, we still would've parted one day. One terrible day. But why, did it have to be today?

-

"Bye, Bruno. I'll be back soon!" Y/N said, opening the door to leave.
"Goodbye, mi vida. I love you... so much." I whispered, holding back tears as I engulfed her into one final hug, and giving her one last kiss.

"When I come back, we're gonna have a lot to do!" She yelled, waving goodbye.
That was the last time I ever saw her.

As soon as she was out of sight, I broke down. I started hyperventilating as the walls seemed to close in on me. My heart was aching, and my breathing became rapid.

Nothing would ever be the same. I just lost the love of my life, and I had no way to stop it.
She made me whole again. After I was welcomed back into the Madrigal family, I met her.
She was the greatest thing to ever come to my life.

But I just lost her. I lost the one person who kept me whole, and made my life brighter.
Now, it would be dark, and lonely. Without her.

-

"Brunito? Please wake up, it's urgent." My mother, Alma, called out.
It happened, didn't it? I couldn't sleep anyway, knowing it happened. Now, someone is here to comfort me and break the news.

I opened the door, to see my somber-looking mother.
"Bruno, I am so, so sorry to have to tell you this, but... Y/N passed away last night." She sobbed.

I knew it was going to happen. I saw it coming. So why are my emotions hitting me like a truck after she said that?
I collapsed to the ground, as my mother immediately kneeled down to comfort me.

I tried to cry, scream, yell, anything. But at this point, I felt nothing. Why? Why didn't I feel anything? The one person I loved with all my heart is gone, and all I could do was stare at the floor.

"Please take all the time that you need. I understand what you are going through, and I am right here. Please know that your family is here for you, and we will help you if there is anything you need." My mother comforted.

I knew her words were genuine, and I knew my family would try their best to comfort me. But it wouldn't work. I know it. I'll never be the same.

-

One week later, and not much has gotten better. I'm still not over her death, but I finally got the courage to clean out her room and keep her things.
If there was one thing I could do for her, it would be to remember her and cherish her belongings.

As I was cleaning out the room, I opened the top cabinet by her bed. It was surprisingly easy to open, and it probably held only one thing.
It did.

I opened it slowly.

Inside, there was a positive pregnancy test.

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