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Alicia POV

"I wish I never had you."

"Mommy I'm sorry."

"SHUT UP!" she raised her hand and I felt it once again. The burning stigging sesnsation on my cheeks. I whimperd with pain and fell on my bottom. I stood up and shifted the weight of my feet and looked at the ground.

"Mommy I didn't know-"

"Shut up!"

Another slap then another and another I could feel my face heating up my eyes blackening and within a spam of a second I fell two strudy hands picked me up.

"Its okay pumpkin mommies going to go away everything will be alright." He started humming a song that I could never identify.

Tears ran down my face snot tried to escape my nose wanted to scream I wanted to run I wantted to apologize I cracked open my eyes and looked up at my dad sadness filled in his eyes.

"I'm sorry daddy" I whispered.

"Its not your fault pumpkin."

But I know it will always be my fault.

~*~
"Alicia wake up you have to go to school!" My dads voice bombed through the house. I rolled over and covered my head with my covers.

Ugh school

After five minutes of resting and lazyness I finally decided to get ready for school. I took a quick shower brushed my hair threw on black skinny jeans and a white shirt with black vans. I went down stairs and grabbed a plate and filled it with pancakes with a lot of syrup.

"Good morning Alicia." My dad said. I looked u at him and smiled and went back to eating. He sighed and sat down next to me. "Your still on this not talking thing?" He asked I looked at him and smiled he ask this question everyday every since my vow and he got the same smile every time.

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