Ten Years Of Pain

Baby Steps

Alicia POV

"One day just one day Alicia all I want is one day of peace."

"I'm sorry." I mumbled

"God! Do you have to rub your gift in my face 24/7?!"

"But I just apologized!"

"GOD!" she strommed out of the room and I stood silently wondering what I did wrong.

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I need to fart.

No I'm going to fart.

Oh my god I need to poop.

I think I pooped on myself.

Nope I'm going to puke.

The girl behind me groaned "just do it dam hurry up!" She yelled I could tell her patience was completely gone.

"Alicia you have to do this." Mr Grayson yelled from the back of the auditorium. Currently I was in drama class and we had this stupid thing that we had to trust the people were working with. So Mr.Grayson thought it would be a good idea to do trust fall exercises. How could I possibly trust any of these kids. Today I've seen more then a dozen trust falls gone wrong. What makes you think this girl is actually going to catch me.

"Oh my god!!!!" The girl behinde me screamed frustrated its not my fault you don't look trustworthy.

Oh god I think I'm going to let out a nervous fart. You see here's the thing when I'm nervous I tend to fart a lot and if I hold it in it turns into poop.

I'm supper nervous and I'm holding in my fart.

This is going to be a long day.

I took in a deep breath, shut my eyes and leaned backwards. She's going to catch me she's going to catch me I lost my balance and she caught me I let out a breath of relief and stood properly. "See wasn't that hard now Alicia." Mr Grayson shouted, why is he even sitting so far back away from us like that.

The bell rung and we all dashed off the stage ready to leave. I never liked drama class we were forced to socialize and talk and make eye contact. Thats why Mr.Grayson was my favorite teacher he never made me do any of thoes stuff all did was write plays and mini scenes since none else wants to do it.

Yesterday was pretty hectic my dad killed me with question which I didn't answer. He made me go shopping as a punishment why was I being punished I had no idea. But I had to walk around the mall for five hours. I may be a girl but I hate shopping its boring and tiresome I rather stay home and watch TV. The worst part of the shopping experience was the men section I had to look at 50 shades of gray suits and don't get me started with the underwear section every single one I brought to him was either to small or too big. Why couldn't he grabb it by himself I don't know. Let me not forget the part where I had to buy things at first I grabbed some skinny jeans but he was like no your on punishment so he bought me a bunch of shorts, crop tops, and cardigans.

Does it look like I want to dress like porn?

Im currently walking to my locker and every so often I would catch some girl giving me a dirty look. I feel so naked in these clothes I'm wearing high waisted blue denim shorts a peach colored crop top and a black and white flowery cardigan with black flats. I don't know what was it today but I felt different instead of my hair being in a ponytail like usually I let it down it was flowy and long I kinda sorta felt cute.

Putting my locker combination I failed ,then again, then again, my anger was building up as I turned the lock once more. I slammed my hands against it and cursed in my head.

Stupid shity locker.

"Well bae looks like you need some help." I huffed and moved aside so he could open it.

"Combination?" He asked

Tore a piece of paper and wrote it down for him. "10-48-20" he read and I nodded in conformation. He quickly put it in then clicked it open.

How?

I grunted and shoved my books in taking out what I needed for the rest of the day I felt someone watching me and I turned slowly.

Oh he's still here, "you not going to say thank you?" Nope I smiled and carried on fixing my books into my bag.

"You look good today."

I look good everyday thank you very much.

I flipped my hair over my shoulders and smilled, "cocky much shorty." I'm not short! I glared at him and walked past him shoving him to the side. He slid his arm around my waist and I shoved him causing him to hit this freshman for some reason she said sorry to him and he said its okay. "So now you don't want my love" he winked. Oh so he wants love okay I stopped in front of my class and turned and smilled at him and moved closer. Putting my hand on his shoulder tip toeing to reach eye level with him. His muscles became stiff his eyes fullied with confusion then he quickly reacted and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I moved closer to him and he brought his lip near mines.

The bell rung and I tried to leave but his grip was too strong. "Just cause the bell rang doesn't mean we have to stop." I pinched his arm loosening his grip as he complained. I mange to escape him I heard him chuckle as I stepped into class Mr.Anderson stopped and looked at us "Alicia Alex please keep your love making away from my door." I started coughing and Alex started patting my back "its okay bae, Mr.Anderson we barley did anything." He complained.

Oh god

"Sure take a seat please." Mr.Anderson said vagly I walked to my seat and Alex followed me. I glared at him and he smiled glancing around I saw a few curious eyes looking at us and a few glares from thirsty girls.

If they want Alex they can have him.

Mr. Anderson started talking about organic chemestry and stuff and Alex leanded over next to me and whispered.

"Taking baby steps into your heart."

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