Living with Death

Deadly suprise

I woke up with a bright light shining in my face.

I turned and saw an IV in my arm and got up with a jolt.

I looked around to see Niall sleeping on a chair holding my hand. How sweet. I smiled and slowly pulled my hand out of his.

His eyes fluttered open and he smiled. He sat up straight and cleared his throat. "How are you feeling?" He asked while looking down.

I looked at my ankle which was put into a cast "fine, I guess. How's harry?" Niall looked down, took his hand off the bed and rubbed them together "He's in a coma."

I got of the bed and grabbed the crutches. I slowly ripped the IV out and secured the crutches out of my arm.

"Why are you going to Harry's room now wait till the doctor clears you."

"How do you know I'm going to Harry's ?"

He gave me a cocky smile and said "I'm god I know everything even what your thinking."

I rolled my eyes and started walking towards the door. Niall looked at me seriously and ran in front of me.

"Niall I know you mean well but I got to see him." He crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow.

"What type of friend would I be to let you go alone." A full blown smile was now plastered on his face. He held out his hand gesturing me to hold it. He looked down and my crutches and quickly put his hand in his pocket.

I acted like I didn't see him and continued walking. We walked down a long corridor and finally stopped at room 125. On the corner it said

'Harry Edward Styles
In for a severe coma
Nurse: Ashely '

I turned to Niall who staring at the sign. "Niall."

He slowly turned to me and whispered "yeah."

I remembered everything that happened from the moment I got here.
They way Harry was so kind and so innocent. His smile brightened even the worse of days, and I ruined that.

I started to cry and I couldn't stop. I was so selfish and ignorant and for that Harry's in a coma and he might not ever wake up.

He walks over to me and gives me a hug I begin to cry harder and harder as the memories of everything that happened.

We walk over to the chairs that are in front of Harry's room and sat down.

"Niall, I'm sorry I've ruined everything. From the moment I got here heavens been looking a lot like hell. Why can't I just go back home?"

Niall looked at me with sympathy.

"Asher, nothing is your fault." He looked at my hand and grabbed it. He winced a little but gave a small smile."

"I'm sorry you can't go back home it's not safe. When Louis left. He uh went through this huge depression he missed you so much and I was watching over you so imagine-"

I slightly laughed. "what?!" He said giggling. "did you just say you watched me?" I asked.

He blushed and look down "well I wouldn't say watched I mean I just uh looked after you and uh yeah I'm sorry."

He let go oh my hand and rubbed them together he got up and said very rushed "I'll ask Ashley if you could see Harry and uh I'll get you cleared alright."

He smiled and started walking away. I wanted to be alone right now big truthfully I don't want him to go. I want to be alone with him.

He slowly turned around and cleared his throat "hey Asher."