"Memories are the worst form of torture."
The news of Min Yoongi's car accident has spread worldwide and the company of HYBE has announced that due to the accident, Bangtan will take a couple of months off to help their band member have time to heal...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
***
Yoongi wakes up and opens his eyes in a new environment the following day. He realizes that he must have fallen asleep on the bed after his small talk with the group's oldest member.
He remembers what happened earlier, everything that he and Seokjin talked about, the feeling that he had that the oldest might have been hiding something from him, and the fact that he did not tell anyone about the two memories that he received yesterday.
Is he selfish for not saying anything?
Yoongi releases a sigh as he gets off the bed, folding the blanket and cleaning it up to make it a bit more presentable after he made a mess by sleeping on it.
Although it is his bed and this is his room, there is still something inside of him, an instinct or somewhat like a voice of a person in the back of his head that is telling him that something is off about this place.
He might just be overthinking this whole situation because he cannot remember anything about himself, the people around him, and his whole life. But there is something that is making him feel uncomfortable and out of place. It is on the tip of his tongue, but he still cannot name it.
"Just breathe," He reminds himself after changing his clothes and making his way towards the door. He is still cautious and maybe a little nervous to walk out of the room even though there is no one that would hurt him if he stepped outside his own room. "No one will hurt you."
Yoongi reaches out his hand to grab the cold metal of the doorknob, slowly turning it before carefully pulling the door open to reveal an empty hallway.
He feels relieved to know that the others are still probably in their rooms, outside the dorm, or maybe just chilling in the kitchen or living room where Yoongi's room cannot be seen.
He plans on tiptoeing his way to where one of the bathrooms is located in the dorm. From what he remembers when the oldest was showing him around the dorm, all the doors by the side of the hallway are bedrooms of the members, including his.
The last door at the very end of the hallway is one of the two bathrooms, and the second one is right next to the kitchen, which he intends to avoid until someone calls for him and brings him there.
Although he was told repeatedly with accompanying proof of pictures and videos, he still cannot wrap his head around the fact that he is part of a boyband and that the six men are his family, have known and lived with them for over a decade.
Truth be told, as of this moment, he feels no emotion for the six men that have constantly showered him with care and love from the moment he woke up in the hospital.
Can I really trust them? Who are they to me? Who am I to them?
Many questions were swimming in his mind while he made his way to the bathroom and did his business. While washing his hands on the sink, he cannot help but stare at himself in front of the large mirror plastered on the wall.
