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K'yonii Marie Taylor

"K'nonii." Milani sighed "Yes Milani." I chuckled "Is you gone have a baby?" she asked me

"Why?"

"Cause I want you to have a baby." she said "What would you want it to be? A boy or girl?"

"Um material gowrrrrl." she dragged making me laugh "I still gone be here when you have a baby?"

"You wanna be here?"

"Yea."

"Then you gone be here." I answered seeing Messiah walk in then he looked at me and put his hands on his hips.

"Yes Messiah."

"What can you do?" he asked "What do you mean?"

"Like yea you can sing, draw, you're flexible. But can you cook? Bake? Have any secret talents?" he asked

"You found out one of my secret talents the other day." I said "Shut up nasty." he frowned

"Um yes I can cook and bake and I'm double jointed, I can solve a rubiks cube, I know how to pick locks and break into safes andddd I can do a triple tuck and an aerial. That's all."

"thaT's aLl." he mocked "What's double jointed?" Milani asked "You're double jointed I think." I said

"What is that?" she blinked "When you m- look." I cut myself off making my arms go from my back to my stomach.

"Ohhh. Dj said I look like the demon he see in his sleep when I did that." she said "I feel so left out. Milani go to your room." Messiah said

"I ain't even mad at you got nothin' but love for you. Do ya thang man." Milani said jumping off the bed leaving the room.

"She didn't actually have to leave." Messiah mumbled "Do you like the name Sabrej?" I asked him

"For a girl?"

"Mhm." I nod "That'll be a good name incase she's like gay or something cause gay girls be havin' the girliest names." he said

I chuckled at his response shaking my head. "Out of all things you just had to say that."

"But am I lying. Jasmine, Alexis, Ciara. All of em be gay. Studs at that." he said making me laugh

"No cause I know a couple Jasmines'." I chuckle

"Okay I know you don't wanna talk about it but, why didn't you tell me you had a miscarriage instead of letting me think you had an abortion?" he asked me.

"The day before you came and found out I lost the baby was the day I lost the baby the only person who knew was my mom because I told her that my stomach was hurting and I thought I peed on myself but it was just a lot of blood. Then she came and told me it was a miscarriage then I went to the clinic blah blah"

"At first I didn't care like I was gonna tell you then I had a dream. And the baby was sayin' like I gave up on it and shit then I started overthinking and that's when I was smoking and you came"