Alpha Theo

You Are Going to Ruin Me

Vivianna POV

I knocked on the Beta's office door. How was I to introduce myself? A burly, not as tall as Theo, brunette answered the door and eyed me greedily. I cleared my throat, resisting the urge not to magically close pinch his larynx. "Hello, Lucas, I am Vivianna. Sebastian's Luna. I made you dinner" I said with a sincere smile. He chuckled for a moment. "My name is Liam" he said. I gave him an apologetic smile and handed him his plate. "Hopefully this makes up for it" I giggled. "Oh there are many things I am thinking that you can do to more than make up for it" he muses flirtatiously. A violent growl broke the silence after his words. I snapped my head to see a very angry Theo. "Alpha?" Liam questioned, confused. "Show her some fucking respect or I will put you on your ass" Theo seethed. I gave Liam a gentle shove back into his office before sauntering over to a battling Theo. I could see his beautiful eyes shifting darker as he fought for control over his primal side. "Thank you, I had no idea you were such a gentleman" I murmured, rubbing his bicep gently with my hand. My touch must have made him snap out of his little battle, he inhaled deeply. "You should not be disrespected in your new home, nor fear someone harassing you." he stated plainly, like he would have done it for anyone. Maybe he would have, I really do not know him well. I shifted awkwardly, removing my hand. I saw his hand instinctively twitch as if to maintain my touch, but controlled himself. "Thank you, nonetheless, I feel safe around you" I smiled kindly. "You shouldn't" he muttered darkly. I flicked my hand, forcing him to look me in the eye while simultaneously paralyzing him, his eyes widened. "I said that you made me feel safe, not that I needed protection" I stated, kissing his cheek softly, the searing tingles made me never want to stop but I pulled away with Sebastian's plate in tow. It was important for him to remember who was actually the superior being. He had spent his whole life as king, but I was the queen that would bring him to his knees. I released him from my magic once I was turned the hallway corner. I smiled to myself. Soon enough I was at Sebastian's door, not bothering to knock I stepped inside. Seb was pouring over some paperwork, seemingly preoccupied. I flicked my hand, gently placing the levitating plate in front of him. "Dinner" I said softly. He looked up, smiling genuinely, like I was his whole world. I instantly felt a pang of guilt, but shoved it aside. I perched myself on his desk as I began eating my plate, we ate in comfortable silence. "Thank you" I said, breaking the silence. "For what, love?" he asked. "For moving here, for sacrificing your Luna to your brother, and for loving me despite my inevitability of breaking your heart" I said softly. "My heart is yours Vivianna, to break or cherish. The choice will always be yours. There will never be another that could come before you... I will try to come to terms with this situation, but if Theo fucks up, which he will, just remember my heart is always yours" he said, leveling me with his eyes. "You are far too deserving to be someone's back up, especially mine." I said honestly. "Anyone else would be a back up to me. I would rather be my first choice's back up then choose someone I could never be fully happy with." he reasoned. I was stumped. There was not much I could say to that. We ate and laughed together, it was so easy with him, like it was always supposed to be like this. "I wish it was different circumstance. Perhaps in some other world I am your mate, but I never want to hurt you Seb." I said as I finished my food, grabbing his hand in mine. "I never wanted a fucking mate, but good to know you wish it was different too" Theo stated coldly, interrupting the private moment. I took a breath, male wolves can be so damn sensitive. I turned to see him walking away, Sebastian tightened his grip on my hand, willing me to stay and not chase after him. He was my mate, ever fiber in my being begged me to go comfort him. I got up, "I will return" I murmured as I gave Seb a small smile before transporting to him. He looked stunned as I appeared right in front of him, he nearly ran into me with his heated walk. "Can you honestly tell me that this is an ideal situation?" I questioned. "Your brother is my best friend, there is no version of this situation where I desire to hurt him. Being mated to you inevitably does that. I do not regret you Theo, only hurting him in the process. So relax, before I make you" I huffed. Annoyed at the hot and cold. He eyed me for a moment, "How would you make me relax" he mused, stepping up to me and grabbing my hips as if possessed. "My favorite way of course" I smiled up at him. He leaned down, so he whispered in my ear "And how, pray tell Vivianna, is that? Because it has been almost a week since I have been able to relax in a way that apparently only you will be able to give me from now on" His breath lingered in my ear, his the tip of his nose grazing my temple. He smelled perfect, it was intoxicating. So masculine and strong, like him. "Magic, of course" I breathed. Scared to say more, it hurt the only reason he wanted me was because of his horniness. He chuckled, the noise making my stomach clench. He inhaled deeply, the clutch on my hip tightening. "You are going to ruin me" he said so softly I almost missed it, then he abruptly released me and nearly ran in the opposite direction.