more than a program (fnaf security breach chica x roxy fanfic)

7) thirsting!

ROXY
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I can't think about Chica. When I think of her sweet-talking Monty- it makes me so angry I wanna-

No. I can't blame this on Monty. And I can't blame it on Chica. This is my fault.

I'm not as macho as Monty. I'm not as friendly as Freddy. All I have that sets me apart are my eyes, but... what good are they when I can't even find that little kid?

I need to be better. I need to prove my worth. I need to find that kid. Then, no one can say I'm worthless.

I need to be better... I can't just be good enough, I have to be better. Foxy and Mangle were popular, so I have to be more popular. I have to win. I can't fall behind an oaf like Freddy or a himbo like Monty.

Freddy's not at his charging station. Surprise surprise. Where has that kid taken Freddy?

I hear some movement in... the arcade.

"You might as well give up!" I call as I enter the arcade.

I look around quickly, but... there's no sign of him.

And then, just before I'm ready to give up, the alarm goes off at the security office.

The little runt must have used the vents.

Outside of the security office, I see Monty. "You take one side, I'll take the other!" I say, and quickly head to the other entrance. The kid makes eye contact with me before he closes the door on me and I see red. I bang on the door with all I have. I'm blind with this thirst that isn't mine. It's a thirst for blood. I want to rip him limb from limb and-

But this isn't me. Of course, I'm angry with this kid, for messing with Freddy and being an annoying little bitch... but this disgusting thirst for murder isn't mine. This isn't anger. It's pure bloodlust. It's evil. There's something wrong, this isn't me- it's almost like something is corrupting my code. Or... a glitch.

As I'm trying to figure out what it was, the kid sneaks right by me. I growl in frustration. I need to find him, I need to be the one that captures him. I can't let him get away.

As I start looking for him again, I see Vanessa.

"Vanessa," I say. "I just saw him. I think that the boy is-"

"No need," she interrupts. "I just found the kid. His name's Gregory. I put him in Lost and Found until the police or his parents show up."

"Oh." A part of me is angry I didn't find him first, but... the other part of me is relieved that he'll be going home. One less problem to deal with. "Good."

Vanessa heads off.

I head back towards my greenroom. I stand in front of my mirror, staring at my reflection. My silly little fake brain. The fear of failure is eating me alive. If I wasn't sentient, maybe I would have some peace of mind.

Then, the door opens. It's Chica.

CHICA
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"Roxy. You need to stop storming off."

She's looking in the mirror. "Why should I?" She says bitterly.

"Look. I'm sorry." I approach her carefully. "About the Freddy thing. I'm sorry I didn't believe you."

"It's my fault. For being jealous. I should be the sorry one." She hangs her head.

"It's not your fault, Roxy," I put my hand on her back. "Look, I've learned something else about the glitch. I found out that Monty's glitching too. If Monty and I are glitching, then that means Freddy must be, since he's acting weird. Right?"

Roxy and I talk about the new developments. She sits on the sofa. "That means it's affecting all the animatronics. It's gotta be that kid." She grumbles. "I almost wish Vanessa had forked him over to me, so I can teach that runt a lesson. I tried so hard to catch him, but... I wasn't good enough."

I grabbed her face and lifted it to look me in the eye. "Roxy. You're not just good enough. You're better. Better than Monty, better than Freddy, better than everyone else."

Roxy wraps her arms around my waist. "But I keep messing up. With you, with looking for Gregory, with performing-"

"Roxy... you're perfect. It's okay to slip up. Everyone does. I do. Roxy, you are beautiful... your hair, your eyes, your voice... your sense of humor, your strength... you are perfect as you are. There's nothing you could do to ever lessen my opinion of you." I kiss her.

"Mm," Roxy moans into my mouth, sending vibrations down my endoskeleton.

"I... I want you, Roxy..." I say in between kisses.

"You want me?" She repeats, trailing her hands down my body. "You want me... to do what?"

"Mm! I... I want you to..." I don't have the guts to say it.

She continues to feel me up. Her hands eventually reach my hips.

"Mmnn!" I cry.

"Say it, Chica... What do you want me to do to you?"

"Mn! I want... you to... fuck me..."

"Good girl..." she growls. Her fingers find their way to the exoskeleton release buttons in my hair, and the bottom part of my costume clangs to the greenroom floor. My metal innards are now exposed to the cool air.

She grabs my thighs and sits me on the sofa. She kisses me, and she leaves a trail of kisses down my face to my coils and wires. "Mm..." she mumbles. She touches me everywhere. I feel so naked... but she makes me feel safe.

Her tongue wet with motor oil, she drags her tongue down to my crotch. I never realised I had any feeling down there, but-

"Aagh!" I cry.

"Did I hurt you, baby?" Roxy says with a raspy voice.

"No, no- I was just surprised- please, keep going- mmmn!"

Roxy's tongue touches parts of me that I never knew existed. How does she know all the right moves? It's not fair... how does she know about all these sensitive parts?

"Mmn- ah-"

Her face clanks against me as she begins to speed up.

"AH- Mmn! Roxy, I- MMH!"

"Do you want to come, Chica?" She rasps, staring up at me.

"Yes! Please!" I've never been a beggar, but I guess that changes tonight...

"Yes, what? Speak clearly, baby..."

"Yes, I want to come! Please- I beg you-"

Roxy's long tongue flicks something in me, sending an electric shock throughout my whole body. My eyes roll back in my head.

"Mmmn... mmn... ah... AAGH! AAAH! Roxy, I'm... MM! MNAHH.... AAH..."

Waves of electricity shoot up through my body. I twitch and shudder... and after a while it subsides, leaving me exhausted.

"Mmn... Roxy...." I say weakly. "I... that was..."

"Shh..." she says. "Let me carry you to a recharge station... that must have taken a good chunk of your battery."

"Mmhm," I mumble, closing my eyes and letting myself sink into her strong arms. I give her a kiss before letting myself go into rest mode.