Sex Education || JHS [Book 1] ✔

Day 3 » Cuddle

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY A CUDDLE!?!"

"I'm sorry...?" Hoseok being all confused, asked back since it was the very first thing I said as soon as I arrived at his house the next evening.

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He laughed out so loud when I told him everything that happened last night at Kai's place.

"Ya!! Stop laughing!! I just thought he meant something less intimate." I pouted, lowkey embarrassed about it too. "I've never cuddled with anyone before, how would I know..?"

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to laugh like that." He let out, recovering from almost passing out while laughing.

"Cuddles do not include only hugs or a little skinship, especially when you're with your partner." He started explaining. "It can also include sweet kisses, embracing each other very closely, and a lot more skinship than you think."

I blinked my eyes at him and he sighed, probably comprehending that I didn't understand much of it.

"Umm... Let's watch a couple of videos regarding this."

He showed me a few clips from different movies where the actors were cuddling each other but the clips ended right before it was about to turn out as a make-out session or maybe more than that...

"Did you somewhat get the idea?" He asked me.

"I guess..." I uttered. "But what if I keep sneezing again when he starts touching me?"

He hummed while thinking something before patting the place on the couch beside him. "Come here."

I gazed at him blankly, trying to figure out why he was asking me to sit beside him all of a sudden.

He patted the area again and I took a long breath before walking up to him. As I got seated, he turned to face me.

"Now... tell me honestly, what did you feel when he slipped his hand underneath your top?"

My eyes shot wide at his question.

HOW CAN HE ASK SUCH A QUESTION SO DIRECTLY?!

"No need to feel awkward about telling me these things. There's no one else but us here." He smiled.

Don't wanna lie, I got second thoughts about the meaning of the words he just said. However, I felt like I should start being more confident around this guy.

Being shy in front of him wouldn't help get my problems solved.

"I felt nervous..." I finally confessed. "My heart was pounding awfully."

He mouthed an 'ohh..', "And?"

"Umm... I kinda got panicked too."

"Why did you panic?"

"I'm not exactly sure why. I didn't understand either."

"I see." He shifted himself to lie down halfway on the side of the couch. "Get upon me."

"Excuse me?!?!?" My jaws dropped.

"Come here and lie down on me the same way you were lying on your boyfriend, yesterday." He said but it sounded more like a command.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything out of your consent." He added but did it add any assurance? Nope.

"I'm not getting upon you!"