Sex Education || JHS [Book 1] ✔

Day 30 » Trust

Another sleepless night was not what I had imagined I would face consecutively, one night after another. And the reason being the same was just as ridiculous as the way I was behaving in my room at 2:00 AM.

With a lot of thoughts in my head, I was pacing back and forth around my bedroom as if I was a kid who needs to pee very urgently but someone is spending their entire lifetime inside the washroom.

It wasn't about pee. It was about pee-cefully lying down on the bed and getting railed by this man named Jung Hoseo-

Nope. No no no no no.

In the name of your holy spirits and God of virginity, no nasty thoughts. No putting your mind in the gutter. No thoughts of getting railed. No thinking of wanting to ride this particular man. No getting your cat wet. No picturing his dic-

STOP!

I halted my steps and turned around to look at the door of my bedroom. The temptation of opening the door and running to the other room was taking all my will down, though I knew who was present in the room beside the man I wanted to see.

My brother, who decided to stay with his best friend in his house, in his room, for it was his friend's last night in this country before a couple of years of separation.

But the thing I disliked more about this situation was my hormones going out of control in this kind of situation where I can do nothing but suffer.

Before I could give a thousand reasons to my brain why it shouldn't let my legs get to his room in the middle of the night, I was already standing outside his door.

Fuck! I cursed.

...at this point, I wish I could.

I slapped my head to stop thinking nonsense and scolded myself under my breath. Suddenly, I heard the door unlocking. Shit. I ran to my room at the speed of a couple thousand kilometers per hour. Definitely. Because in the blink of an eye, I was in my room, huffing for life.

Phew! That was close.

But then a knock on my door scared the shit out of me.

Motherfreaking-!!!

Collecting my scattered courage, I slowly opened the door to find nobody outside. Did I just hallucinate? Because, right now, everything is possible. I had probably lost my mind to the demons in my head.

I was about to close the door when someone barged in making me nearly scream for my life. And so did he. Almost.

But somehow, not a single sound left our vocal cords.

Hoseok? What is he doing-

He pulled me towards him, connecting our lips together while closing the door quietly behind him.

I moved back as he pushed me to the middle of the room, kissing so goddamn passionately that I felt he has been holding himself back for hours. Just like I was.

"Fuck, Y/n! I wish I didn't give you that challenge earlier. If only I knew.." he whispered with his eyes still closed after the kiss. "I've been craving to touch you so bad. I can't keep my hands to myself anymore. I want to touch you..."

A smile made its way to my lips as I slid my arms over his shoulders, holding his neck from behind. "Did you lock the door?"

His eyes shot open, looking at me with a complete different emotion than what I had witnessed so far. He gave a nod and glanced at my lips.