My anxiety controls my every day life
It makes me feel as though im trapped in a box underground
And im oblivious to the world all around
Everything around me is growing and changing
But I'm stuck with dirt in my lungs
Forever trapped in darkness
I can hear everyone around me having fun
I wish i could join them but my anxiety wont let me break through the earth
I claw at the dirt above me but it gets more and more in my eyes in mouth
And in the end it was me who suffocated myself
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disillusionment
PoetryI struggle to naivigate the treacherous seas of life.There is nothing I can do to escape from these waves crashing down on me.I feel like the storm is never ending and eventually ill drown. WARNING ⚠️ depictions of self harm and drug use