for once i wish not to see you and see beautiful words of bliss
i wish not to hear the beautiful ballads of Beethoven in you voice
i wish not to see art or seek poetry in your beauty
it is way too painful for me to experience all of this feeling
knowing you will never experience my body or sould this way
YOU ARE READING
disillusionment
PoetryI struggle to naivigate the treacherous seas of life.There is nothing I can do to escape from these waves crashing down on me.I feel like the storm is never ending and eventually ill drown. WARNING ⚠️ depictions of self harm and drug use
