and i hate you, because i love you

the hurt.

bellamys pov-

i'm jogging with clarke in my arms, desperately trying not to trip over the thick branches throughout the dark forest.
" i cant do his alone Clarke, please stay awake. "
i say aloud. you're the rescuer bell, not the one to fall for griffin, this isn't falling. God pay attention you idiot.

i slow my pace once i finally make it to the gate.
"open the gates "
i hear adam yell out
in an instant the gates are open and octavia bursts out, running towards us and taking full control of the situation. she takes clarke and knows exactly what to do
octavias pov-

" jasper get in here, i have to get this arrow out. " " keep her still" i yelled as i begin to remove the arrow from clarke, hearing her screams made me ache and i caught site of bellamy tearing up at the sound.
" what the fuck happened " i hear the familiar voice of fin yell as he entered the drop ship, raven by his side
i look to jasper as i begin to try and contain the amount of blood clarke is losing.
" youll be okay clarke, youll be okay"
i push back her hair as her eyes faintly flutter open
she tries to sit up but is stopped by the immediate pain in her stomach
" no no, tough girl, its your turn to rest"
i respond to clarke's actions, placing her back down in the hammock.
" wheres bellamy?"
she asks barely audible, with anger in her voice
" I'll get him " i signed before
i walk out of the drop ship
" bell"
" what " he responds, you could see the tears lingering on his face.
" clarkes asking for you "
his jaw clenches and starts walking towards the drop shit.