and i hate you, because i love you

the act of the one who doesnt know how to act

No ones point of view
The sun shone bright upon clarke's pale face, as the the yellowish colour peeled through the tents small opening.
she reached over to where fin usual will be when she awoke but instead felt a cold sheet.
She stretched out feeling her toes crinkle as they left the protection of her thin blanket.
She swung her legs over the edge of the bed and began to stand, with all her strength she got up to her feet and headed towards the opening.
The first thing in her sight was Bellamy. The rage she felt yesterday came back like a wave of heat over her body. She still couldn't fathom the fact he let his own feelings get in the way of the fact he had a job, a job to protect her while she or the supplies he thought he desperately needed.

She slowly moved towards him, trying to find the words she would use to express the anger that boiled in her.
" Bellamy" She yelled as she made her way towards him. She saw his expression turn from his regular angry state to a sympathetic one as soon as their eyes locked. Everything she had prepared to say to him floated from her mind.
"Clarke look, i am sorry."
She felt a sharp pain where he wound is and slightly started to feel uneasy, Bellamy must've noticed because he immediately put his hands on her hips to stable her
" What could have raven possible said you to make you so angry to leave me there ! i was looking for medicine to help brew your stupid drinks for your stupid party! Bellamy i didn't even want to go!" She had tears welling in her eyes as she spoke, her voice slightly  cracked near the end of her sentence.
She doesn't remember much from the incident in which an arrow pierced into her abdomen, all she remembers is feeling the pain and then Bellamy's arms around her, carrying her back to the camp.
" It really wasn't that important i guess" Bellamy's voices drifted off, he so badly wanted to tell her what raven told him but he couldn't build the courage to hurt her, not again.
As soon as he opened his mouth to say something, fin immediately stepped in and pulled Clarke into a tight embrace.
He stood between us and it angered me.
He was hurting her, and she has no idea.

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authors NOTE
wow ok so i mean, this is cool. i am updating twice because i'm in a writing mood but y'all i'm going to write a new fan fix !! about my bestfriend and her idol so i will copy a link when i start it. thanks to y'all for reading !