You Again, Mate?!

Day 23

After seeing that look on his face, I could never again look into his eyes for he makes me wonder and makes me think of so much that it hurts me in a way that I couldn't explain.

Day after day, I question myself. Even after asking him, he would not tell me anything and will just brush me off.

Today is already the 23rd day, me living here and still not knowing what the hell is this place.

I managed to ask for a book and a pen, then finding out that their language here is actually different and that they could not read what I wrote. Hence, this is me writing my diary day after day for in the hopes that I will not get lost in the midst of finding myself.

I somehow could not bear to see him looking like that yet he is hardly here. He is always out doing something that although everyone here is nice but I still feel like this is all just a dream, me waiting to wake up and knowing that there's someone there waiting and begging for me to wake up is so real.

Part of me feels lost, part of me couldn't bear to leave all these people behind for all the care and love that they have shown me yet... part of me still wants to leave.

Leaving all the worlds be it dream or reality, whatever it is that would eventually makes me feel better.

I have no idea, day after day... it feels odd that everyone here is just doing the same thing, systematically just like robots...

I found out the world with robots and technology through my dreams.

Living here has been a roller coaster not just during the day but also during the night.

Maybe, just maybe if I could remember my dreams, I may write in this diary again.

Farewell for today, it is time for slumber.