Killua's eyes widened slightly, shiny with unshed tears. Kurapika's anger and alarm spiked from a few meters away. "Gon he's a criminal." He huffed, then leaned up a little to press a gentle kiss on his boyfriend's lips. Kurapika took a sharp breath, and when he pulled away from Killua he saw a tear roll down his cheek as he looked away. "Why...why do you even like me?" He said, voice shaking. W-What? He looked down. "I'm not a good person...I'm a criminal. I kidnapped you, locked you in a room for weeks, Gon I'm a fucking Zoldyck for god's sake!" Tears stung at the corners of his own eyes. Have you always thought this way? I never noticed... "Killua...right before you kidnapped me" He said in a low tone. "I was going to jump off the bridge. I was moments away from taking my own life" He took Killua's hand, and he looked up with a raw and emotional expression. Gon smiled, tears rolling down his cheeks. "You saved me. Sure I was in handcuffs for a while, but at least I wasn't in constant pain or fear."

"You....tried to commit suicide?" Gon's eyes snapped over to Kurapika's horrified expression, he'd honestly forgotten that he was there. Killua slid an arm around his back, he leaned into his side a little as he looked down. "But...why?" Killua frowned slightly. "You had an audience with a police officer, and you still didn't say a word?" Gon shook his head. "He could have helped you, it's his job." He turned, shoving his face into Killua's shoulder. "I-I couldn't tell anyone" He said, voice breaking. "Not a-aunt mito, n-not Kurapika, not t-the teachers" There was a tense silence for a few moments. "Gon, come back to the police station with me. We can-" He tensed. "NO!" Gon clutched at Killua's back, pushing further into his shoulder. "I-I...I can't go back." Kurapika let out a frustrated breath. "What even drove you do your breaking point?" Killua scoffed. "I thought you were a police officer. Did you even investigate?"


Killua was pissed. This officer claimed to care about Gon, but then did nothing! Kurapika frowned slightly. "yes, I did. But there were no traces of his whereabouts or anything hinting he'd had a bad life" Killua couldn't believe his ears. He must not've checked the damn school. "Did you check the fucking school he went to?" He blinked. "No, it wouldn't have-" He froze, putting together the words he was saying. "I have a list of names he gave me. I can't remember them all, but I know two. Nix hill and Kuri Pyre." Gon shivered a little and he wrapped his arms around him with a slight scowl. "We're leaving. Do your job Pika, maybe then you'll understand." Then he scooped Gon up, and started walking. He half expected Kurapika to shout, to stop them. But he didn't. he just watched, stewing in his own thoughts as they left. Then he shot something over his shoulder. "Oh, and if you do investigate, try to pose as a student. Act like you don't know him, you'll get more answers that way"


Gon cried silently all the way back to the mansion, all those memories overflowing and flooding his brain. Memories he hadn't thought about in a while. The insults, the pictures, the assault, the humiliation. "Master Killua! Welcome ba-" Mitsuba fell silent as she saw what state he was in, Killua sighed. "Bad memories, I'm taking him to my room" he murmured, before continuing on. They passed by a few more people but Gon was caught up in his thoughts and fears, all the things he hadn't worried about in so long came bubbling up and increased an magnitude. He was set down on the bed, but as soon as he was away from Killua he scrambled forward and buried his face into his shoulder again. "Gon, look at me" He murmured. He pulled back, tears streaking his face as he looked up at Killua's sorrowful expression. He cupped Gon's cheek, gently wiping his tears away. "Do you...want me to help you forget?" I... He let his eyes fall shut, the warm gentle hands caressed his skin. I know his hands, there his. So gentle and warm. "I want...to forget" he said softly, and felt himself get pulled onto Killua's lap.

Warning, very intimate.

Killua brought up a hand to run through the back of his hair, closing the distance between their lips. "Mh~" he let both his hands slide up Killua's chest, feeling along the strong lines of his body. Killua's own hands slid down along his hips, cushioning his ass. Gon blushed a little but tilted his head slightly to deepen the kiss, enjoying the moment. "Gon" Killua murmured against his lips. He pulled back a little and opened his eyes. "Yes Killua?" He looked into Killua's eyes, sparkling like beautiful sapphires. He leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on Gon's neck. "May I try something?" He murmured softly against his skin. Gon rubbed a little on his chest, Killua twitched a little. "Mhm" make me forget. He kissed his neck again, then slowly increased in pressure. "Nh~ Mh~" He let his eyes fall shut again. Suddenly, Killua started to suck and he gasped slightly. "Ah~"

He paused, and Gon slid an arm up and around the nape of his neck. "No...I liked that" He murmured. Killua pulled him a bit closer, then placed his lips back on Gon's neck as he started to suck again. "Ah~ Ngh~ Mh~" there was a small pain, tiny and barely noticeable. That small prick was outweighed by the pleasure the contact brought, very much so. "Hnng~ Nghh~" It was working, his mind was being distracted. This was a sensation he'd never had before, and it felt wonderful. "Mhg~ K-Killua" He paused, then pulled his mouth away with a small smile. "Gon?" He placed his hands on Killua's shoulders and went in for a kiss again, Killua kissed him back with just as much pressure. "Nh~" Mmm...I want more. He wasn't sure how to get more though. I mean, he could ask, but that would be embarrassing. Then Killua nibbled slightly at his lower lip. Gon blinked, then parted his lips.

"Mgh~" He blushed as Killua's tongue slid into his mouth, currently stationary to test if this was too far or not. Gon pressed forward a little more, eyes falling shut again. Killua took that as a good sign and started exploring, slowly trailing his tongue along the inside of his mouth. Gon felt himself melting, hands clutching a little at his shoulders. "Nghh~" Killua stiffened a little, then tried to pull away. Gon pressed forward some more, not ready to stop yet. It feels so good. The unexpected weight caused them both to topple, Gon on top of Killua. "Nhg~" Killua's eyes widened slightly, Gon's were open as well. He relaxed his own grip a little and decided to slide his own tongue along Killua's, which elicited a slight moan from him. He had gotten his message across, Killua kept exploring the inside of his mouth with his tongue. He melted some more, then moaned slightly when he touched the roof of his mouth. Killua blinked, then repeated the action. "Mgh~ Hnng~" He squeezed his eyes shut, heart thumping in his chest. The roof of mouth was sensitive, his sweet spot you could say. It couldn't get any better than this.

Killua slid one of his hands up to the back of his head, sinking his fingers into his hair. The other was placed on the small of his back, running his fingers under his shirt a little. Both hands were gentle, if he stopped liking this he could easily pull away. But he didn't want to. Gon didn't want to stop, he wanted this small bubble of time to exist forever. I love him. He thought, cupping Killua's cheek as they kissed. He heard the door creak open, but he was torn. Stop or keep going? "It's time for dinner-" Bisky paused, he could tell it was her by the voice. She smirked, then closed the door again. The decision was made for them. No reason to stop now. He felt Killua pick up the pace a little, rubbing a little on the small of his back with his fingers. "Ngh~ Hhhn~ Mmhgh~" They both enjoyed the pleasure of this moment for quite some time. Then Killua's tongue receded and Gon sat up, currently straddling him now.

Intimate moment over

Gon flushed a little as saliva dripped down his face, he was panting a little but Killua didn't seem to be out of breath. "Was that nice?" He murmured. Gon blushed a little more, then slid off of him so he could sit up. He didn't need to answer, the answer was obvious. Then he chuckled slightly. "Biscuit is probably waiting for us" He huffed. "You heard her walk in but didn't stop?" Killua blinked. "Did you want me to?" He looked away. "Well...no." He mumbled, then blushed a little harder. "But it's embarrassing when someone catches you doing something like that" Killua huffed, sliding an arm around his waist. "Only if they didn't already know that your dating" Not for me. "I wonder if Kurapika's investigating" he murmured. Killua stiffened a little, then drew him a bit closer. "Why does it matter?" Gon sighed, he didn't know exactly. "I...I guess I kind of still wanted to be friends. You two are the two kind people in my life. Well, Aunt mito's kind too but..." I don't know how to explain it. Killua rested a soft kiss on his cheek. "Don't worry about him. I won't leave you again alright?" he smiled up at Killua, leaning on his side. "Right"

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To be continued...

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