Life
What actually even is its purpose?
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Have fun with friends and spend time with loved ones?
Suffer and learning from mistakes?
Or what about being rich and travel around the world?
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Does it depend of an person?
What affects it, that some people's life is better and some worse?
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Does it have some purpose too, who's shoulders all bad things are put and who's all good things?
Or is it only bc of an bad luck if every good small thing disappears slowly from life one by one?
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What is my meaning of life?
Why am I here, why do i live?
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Why would I want to live when only bad things happen in my life?
Why would I have to suffer the feeling of
watching other people success and have good life?
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Why have I deserved this life purpose?
Suffer but still always help when other people need me?
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Be empath but still be treated like shit?
Be like an clothing stand for others? Or shoehorn?
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What have I done wrong in life that i have to experience something, that I'd never even would wish for my worst enemy?
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Why me?
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I guess I'm some kind of an guardian angel, well that's how people usually call me.
"You're so angel", thanks,
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but what happens when angel's wings get broken? What happens when fairy's fairydust runs out?
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Will anybody notice anything?
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Of course they notice, silly, what did you thought?
Only thing that is differ from that is that how they notice it.
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No, they don't notice it and care about it.
No, they don't help or listen to you.
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Yes, they notice and complain about how you haven't been normal and you should be better than that.
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Only so that you could help them again.
Only so that they could take advantage of you again.
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But... what about me?
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Who listens to and helps the angel who's wings are too weak to fly with?
Who helps the angel who everyone thinks is so perfect?
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Angel who isn't taken serious.
Angel who's always supposed to feel good.
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Who would actually waste their good time on someone like me?
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Does being "angel" really mean that you make good things to people around you until you're physically and mentally exhausted?
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Could life actually be so unfair?
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Does the good people always have to be the ones that have to experience life's worst moments?
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Is angel's purpose in life actually to please people and then die alone?
