Joy is different than who I thought she was 4 years ago. I had a nihilistic view of her. I thought she was imaginary like a unicorn. Lately she's been making me fall in love with her, so I finally know that she's real. I used to cringe when there was too much positivity in someone's demeanor too much hope in a life that seemed to never give it in return.
Hearing cheerful songs made me want to throw up, I was over happiness like I was over all the preppy kids sitting in their clique with there perfect faces, perfect lunch boxed meals, perfect personalities, all so fake and blissfully unaware.
But she found me thinking that life was truly void of meaning or intention. She found me and showed me how to live. And here I am... anticipating each of her sun sweet kisses, knowing my life will never be the same after her.
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Heat Waves of Happiness
PoetryPoetry about finding happiness when you've been held hostage by sadness for so long.
