TTTTTWWWWWW
my day yesterday was absolute shit. i was in math class around the beginning of the day, and one of these kids i know KNOWS I HATE PAPER CUTS and literally put the paper near their tongue threatening to slice it. i would've said, "DO IT PUSSY!" but i was the pussy because if i was able to handle them and not panic, thats what i would've said. BUT NOOOOO. then boom, anxiety attack.
then the period after class was science and we were bullshitting about caves because there was only 10 kids in that class, and my teacher pulled up a video of a guy crawling through a cave area that was about 1 1/2 feet tall and wide, so of course since im claustrophobic i started panicking in that class too. pow pow, anxiety attack.
then lunch blah blah blah
after lunch was character ed, and how to be a good person and shii, and the teacher was talking about divorced parents, how kids snap at their parent when they're in a bad mood, etc. this time i didn't have a panic attack, i had to step out of the class and go to the bathroom because i related to it wayy too much. every time i snap at my mom i immediately regret it because she is the most amazing person i know. it makes me feel so bad. but other than that, and my teacher saying nothing personal or bad can possibly happen in my life, yesterday was great. AND ON TOP OF IT I HAD TO GO TO MY DAMN DAD'S HOUSE (WHICH IS WHERE IM AT CURRENTLY), UHGHHGGFHGDFGKSLDJG.
my grandma had picked me up from school, when we got home she told my mom everything (with my consent), i went into my room, started bawling my eyes out, my mom came in, she gave me a hug saying it was gonna be okay (which makes me sob 100000000x harder), and let me talk about it. im not ok.
written: jan / 08 / 1:17 a.m. / saturday
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