𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞 . 𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐚

𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐞𝐮𝐤𝐚𝐞𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐚, 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡, 𝐞𝐭𝐜.

𝑎𝑎𝑛𝑔'𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑣:

"Aang,

come on!"

I shut my eyes,

fisted my hands,

let a tear fall,

let a breath escape.

"Shut up."

My heart shattered.

All I could hear,

all I could feel,

was her voice,

her touch,

her skin,

her.

It's been one fucking month.

A whole month without her,

and I don't know

how

I

survived.

"Dada!"

I groaned,

covering my face with my hands,

sliding my back down the wall,

letting another sob escape my mouth.

Our child,

Ayana.

"Oh,

man-

come here,

Aya."

I slowly opened the door,

letting her wobble in,

a confused look on her small face.

"Laysh?" (why)

"I'm sorry,

darling,"

I whispered,

holding her in my lap,

stroking her hair,

pressing a kiss to her head.

"Mama?"

I shook my head,

looking down at her,

my eyes slowly closing,

my heart slowing down.

"No mama."

She cocked her head up at me,

her eyes wide as a doe,

her hair pushed away from her face,

my thumb on her cheek.

"Laysh?"

I let another tear fall,