Stalker||Jihan

Red is a winsome color

         I dislike the cold weather I have always preferred the heat. Joshua likes the colder weather. I like Joshua when he is exposed to the cold weather, his cheeks a little more pink and his lips tainted a small bit of red.

Joshua don't you know it's bad to leave your phone out? Maybe you should have taken it with you or hid it in a drawer. But who am I kidding I would have found it anyways.

You always put your things in such noticeable places it's as if you want people to notice you. I find that your clothes match you. The fabric is soft most of your clothing consists of neutral colors like brown or white. You have leather jeans in black and a white button up with a denim jacket. Perhaps to show off your sexy side but that seems of just an act.

While looking through your phone i've found that you work part time as a bartender mostly on Saturdays near 6:30 pm. Your boss seems to be your friend and finds you congenial but his vibe tells me "I want to fuck you".

A bartender is quite an odd job for someone who acts so professional and has such a nice composure in an office. A lot of people look up to you Joshua. If you need a raise you could have just asked me I would give anything just so you could get away from that pervert.

Did you see me behind you. Would you have known who I really am.

Be careful Joshua there are dangerous people in this world and there is a difference between obsession and love.

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I figured I should be careful, you are not dumb you're quite smart. A notification rings from the distance shit, I should have made sure my phone was on silent. I watched your doe eyes become fearful and I wouldn't lie that that excited me a lot.

It was wonderful to see your confused face turn into one of fear and terror. I watch you run but dear Joshua you cannot run from me it's impossible. It's like a game of tag but I will not run after you I will just chase you until you're mine.

You lead me right to your apartment and I memorize your passcode. 92643851.

I'm not interested in following you right at this moment though. I have other things to worry about, other people to worry about.

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That bar you work at it's called Sunset Sky. Odd. Such a place like this just so glorious of a name. The douchebag that is your boss, his name is Jiwoo. I've seen his hooded eyes dart at you. If only you saw the way he looked at you Joshua how he explored your body just with his eyes.

His voice and presence is quite hideous. His voice is deep reminding me of his eyes. I can look at them and see so many secrets yet I can read him so easily and know everything about him in one glare.

Maybe I wasn't thinking very well when I followed him to the bathroom. I did not take a second thought to hit him with that hammer. And maybe I should have because this will be a mess to clean up.

Joshua Hong, red is such a winsome color but it doesn't look so nice on the white bathroom tiles of your bar.

My eyes follow you as you come in I can see that you're still starstruck but you have gained your composure back.

I walk up to the counter. And watch you smile at me. It's so endearing your red tint lips. And you sweet strawberry voice.

You hand me my drink and chuckle so softly that if you weren't overly observant you would not have noticed.

"Please come again Jeonghan."

And I will. I can tell that you were a bit shaken that your boss, a CEO knows you're a part time bartender. But I couldn't care because anything you do I don't mind. You just need to be mine. You just need to be careful of who you look at who you talk to. Joshua, your attention should be on me.