the duff : 5sos

chapter 8

Brooke's pov.

Sleeping with Calum felt completely dirty, although it brought me pleasure it made me feel used. I was just another girl Calum used for sex. "That was uh-" Calum mentions and I immediately begin to regret this, everything that came out of his mouth was annoying and careless.

Was he ashamed that he did it with the duff?

I sit up and he does too, "Sex is a chemical reaction that shit happens for a reason." I roll my eyes at his idiotic comment and start dressing. "Why did you do it?" He says watching me dress.

"Look Cal I was just using you, I mean you use people all the time I think you get it" I open the door of his room and slide my boots on.

He follows after me, "Brooke are you okay?"

I smile and he stops me before leaving, "Brooke I'm serious. Sex is a chemical reaction what's the reason you needed to release stress and do it with me?" He says standing in front of me, not letting me exit.

"Calum you're making this really hard for me." I say panicking, the boy was persistent and he wouldn't let me outside unless I told him what the problem was. I didn't even want to begin fighting with him, I had no energy for it and quite frankly I just wanted to fuck again.

He throws a punch at the door, "Dammit Brooke why are you so fucking difficult. Bottling things up isn't good for you, I've known you since babies and you've been bottling stuff up since the womb. I deserve the right to know what's wrong after you just fucking used me."

I stare at him with tears in my eyes, "You're right Calum. I did use you and you do have the right to know. Well guess what, my fucking suck ass mom didn't sign the divorce papers. My dad still gas custody of me and when I came home moms sobriety had fucking ended because there were broken glass from wine all over the floor. So yeah, her being sober is gonna lead to me being abused. Are you fucking happy now that you know my fuck up life?" I say moving him out of the door.

He opens his mouth to say something but I leave to my house which was across the street.

"Brooke. Wait." He says and I resist from waiting but I have to stop, I felt like fighting him.

"What more could you possibly want Calum? You want me to tell the whole school that we fucked so that you can become more popular? Or should I just not say shit because you're ashamed of me." I tell him as I wipe my runny nose.

He hesitates in saying something and scratches his head. "Can you let me copy off of your science homework?" He says and I couldn't believe he said that.

"Just when I thought you would have a little bit of pity for me, you ask me to let you copy the science homework? Suck a dick Calum. Go ask your other dull witted bitches." I say slamming his gate.

I was prepared to hear the rumours he would spread and I was also prepared to handle the mean and jealous stares from other people.

I get a text from a unknown number and I run up to my room.

Unknown: Hey is this Brooke?

Me: Yes this is her.

Unknown: This is Calum's friend Luke, and Michael too but he's sitting beside me. We wanted to warn you.

Me: Warn me of what?

Luke: Listen were really good friends with Calum just he hurts girls hearts daily. He's told us that you've kissed him and fucked him too, you can trust us with that information but he's gonna start spreading rumours if you don't stop. Its a miracle he hasn't told the whole school. Just be careful be can be careless at times :-)

And with that I fell asleep. Knowing that there was more bullshit to handle, I took a nap because when I woke up, drama would happen.

OKAY BUT FUCKING THIS CHAPTER WAS SHIT IM SORRY ANYWAYS LISTEN TO THIS CHAPTER WITH THE AUDIO AND THE PICTURE I HAVE ATTACHED TO THIS OF CALUMS BACK MAKES ME WANNA KMS AND REINCARNATE INTO A COCKROACH BYe HES SOHO T