the duff : 5sos

chapter 9

Brooke's pov

7/11 by Beyonce starts playing on the radio and I mess up my eyeliner while trying to jump to the song. I wipe all the make up off of my face and just head to school that way.

When I get there I see every one with the colour of our school painted on their faces. Today was a football game after school and of course I wasn't going to attend it.

"Brooke." I see Luke shouting, I turn my head and roll my eyes. "So about the messages, stay away from him alright? He's my friend and I know him more than you do and I don't want you getting hurt by his actions. He told us that you two did it and that's just another thing that should make you want to stay away from him." a obnoxious voice interrupts luke and I see Calum run over and I try to control myself from slapping the crap out of him.
"Hey Brooke." Calum says with a smirk on his face and I couldn't hold it any longer. I slap him and he holds his cheek after. "You told your fucking friends that we did it! I fucking trusted you, heck I lost my virginity to you and I regret every bit of it. Fuck you and your selfish self."

I walk away thankful that no one even heard us. Calum kept screaming my name and I run into Michael as i walk away. "What's wrong? why are you crying Brooke?" Michael asks and I turn my head.

"Ask you asshole friend." I say and Michael follows me inside the school. "Brooke I hate to say this but, you we're looking for all this drama. Luke and I told you to stay away. Besides crying over Calum will make him feel powerful which he isn't but don't make him mad either he has his limits and when that limit breaks. Hell breaks out."

I didn't even want to listen to Michael, all I wanted was this day to get over with but it seemed like an hour was a whole entire day.

As the day progressed Luke, Calum, and Michael, tried talking to me. Ashton didn't even bother.

"So are you going to the football game? All the hot guys are gonna be there especially Calum." Katie asks and Casey stares at me. I didn't want them to think of me hooking up with Calum so I played it off and acted like if I didn't even care that Calum was gonna be at the game. I nodded and continued walking to the parking lot.

We went home and changed into clothes that matched our school colours. Lastly we all painted a a black line under our eyes showing off our "football game" spirit.

It took us 10 minutes to find my cars keys but during the whole time, they were in my hand. We walk outside into my car and Katie turns on the radio. "Take Me To Church." was playing and we all sang along.

This day was a wreck, I felt powerless and absolutely embarrassed. Seeing the school stadium pop up in the distance made my stomach flip. As I park my car I hear the people in the football field already cheering on.

We found seats in the front row and I see the football players warm up by doing burpees and push ups and huddling up. Then the game begins.

All I could think about was how I had lost my virginity to some dick that lives next door. I told myself that I would wait until marriage to do that but I guess that wasn't going to happen any time soon.

I felt worthless and used even though I was using Calum for my own pleasure.

I feel a tap on my shoulder and turn around to see Luke, he waves at me and I sigh turning back around and ignoring him.

He was a nice guy and he was trying to warn me about Calum but my feelings took over and I bitched at him.

After all, there was nothing wrong with Luke. He was a genuine person. Nothing about him was fake which is what I liked most about him. Heck, I liked everything about him. How could one not? I mean the guys got perfect hair and the most beautiful eyes.

I would be lying if I said I didn't want to fuck him.

"Look, I'm sorry for my attitude towards you. You've been good to me by warning me with what Calum is doing and I've been a bitch to you. Come and sit here you boob." I pat the seat next to me that isn't taken and Luke gladly agrees. He come down a row more and sits next to me.

He was warm and the way he bit his lip made me drool. I had never felt like this, I felt like an animal. I was sexually aroused. Would he ever hook up with me? Of course he wouldn't. He was not like Calum.

I turn around and watch Calum tackle people on the field and then gets up to start a fight with someone. The crows was cheering for him and the schools opponents were quiet.

Calum pushes the guy to the ground and knocks off his helmet throwing the first punch at him. It was entertaining but it had to stop I couldn't handle seeing Calum like that.

No one was stopping the fight not even the coach. I go down to the field and pull Calum by his gear. He sees me and his eyes widen. I pull him into the stands and push his shoulders.

"What the fuck is wrong with you! Stop fighting that guy, you aren't even his size and you think you're-"

And what I wanted least to happen, happened.

He kissed me in front of the whole school who were watching us argue. I wanted to cry but instead I kissed back. There was no way now that I could save myself from any drama or rumours going on tomorrow.

IM SO SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATE I COULDNT THE LAST MONTH BC I WAS TOO BUSY DOING THINGS TO RAISE UP MY GRADES. THIS CHAPTER IS MY OWN. ANYWAYS IM SO ANGRY AT ZAYN RN LIKE WTF WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR U ZAYN AND U GO WITH FUCKING SAUSAGE BOY. OK BALLS BYE.

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