the duff : 5sos

chapter 10

Brooke's pov.

I couldn't wait anymore, I was anxious for Calum. As sick as it seemed, I really wanted to fuck him again. The cold air made my lips super cracked and my heartless car didn't help.

I start driving to my house only feeling like I was never going to get there. I was craving Calum very badly, I wanted to taste his lips. I wanted for his raspy moans to create vibrations against my skin. I just wanted him all over me.

When I got home I saw my mother's car in the driveway. I was screwed.

Outside the door step I was expecting broken glass bottles on the floor, my mother locked in her room, just pure craziness. But when I walked in she was sitting on the couch with her laptop, looking calmly as possible.

"Hey Brooke, how was your day at school?" She smiles, she fucking pissed me off. Acting like she's okay and acting like nothing bad has happened. One thing we have in common. We bottle shit up.

"I'm good. You?" I ask throwing my backpack to the floor and hanging my coat. "I'm perfectly fine. Brooke don't even worry about-" Before she can finish I let out a scream.

What was is supposed to do? Go along with it? Cry with her? Tell her that dad didnt deserve her?

"Why the hell do you always act like everything is okay? Stop it just fucking stop it! This doesnt only hurt you but me too. Don't you think every second I have the image of us possibly being hurt again by dad? Its stuck in my head and on repeat like some fucking broken mixtape." And with those words said I storm into my room. I lock my door and change into different clothes.

Waiting for that clock to hit 8pm so I can go relieve my stress with Calum.

It was sick that i was even think of him, of hooking up with him. But it felt so pleasing. I still hated him just maybe not as much as i used to. His cocky self made me want to claw his eyes out.

When that clock hit 8:00, I stormed down the stairs somehow quietly. I stopped before the doorknob and turned around seeing my mother drinking wine. I sit next to her and apologize.

"Its not your fault its mine." She admits and I kiss her cheek.

I run to the door and she stops me again, "Where are you going?" She asks and i turn around hoping i wouldnt turn red.

"I'm going over to Calums, we have an essay to write I promise I wont be late." I lie and feel guilty soon after. She nods and says, "Say hi to Calum for me."

[start playing the music ;))))]

I leave and cross the road to Calums house. I knock and he quickly opens it looking a bit tired. When he sees me his eyes brighten and I quickly push myself against him and he pushes me away on to the couch.

"Ive been waiting all day." He says whispering in my ear sending chills everywhere in my body.

I run my hands through Calums biceps and he starts licking down my body then blowing on it. God he was such a tease.

When he finally gets to my thighs he comes back up to my lips and I moan wanting him so badly.

I turn him around and sit on his starting to grind on him. He looks at me with such lust in his eyes.

When a moan finally escapes from him I start zipping his pants off slowly, while looking at him in the eye. Now it was my turn to tease him and I know he didnt like it. He wanted me so bad I liked seeing him impatient.

"Fuck Brooke," He says as I start rubbing myself against him, "that feels so good."

He turns me over and pulls my pants down quickly. He rubs himself on me and it makes my back arch.

I used to make fun of girls who had sex with Calum but now I'm the one.

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