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𝘀𝗰𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗲🦋 >
𝘀𝘂𝗻 𝟮𝟮 𝗺𝗮𝘆, 𝟭𝟭:𝟰𝟮 𝗽𝗺
hi, scottie.
i feel like it's been forever since i've last spoken to you.
texted you.
since i last texted you, i mean.
it feels like it's been forever and yet, i have hardly anything to say. it's weird.
i feel like i had so much to tell you, so much of my life i felt like you were missing, and i guess so much of your life i felt like i was missing... but idk..
lately, i just feel empty.
like my brain is buffering?
i feel like it's been working overtime trying to make things right with the team, trying to make things right with you, trying to ignore candi's calls.
she calls a lot. that annoys me.
it's like she thinks she knows you better than i do. like she knows what would be best for you compared to someone who's lived and breathed for you since they were fifteen.
she doesn't.
everyone's always playing dumb, walking on egg shells around me, scared to ever bring you up in case i blow my lid but what do they expect when they're constantly telling me what they think is best for me or you??
i hate it.
i hate them.
i hate you, scottie.
i hate you so much for leaving.
NOTES ! helloooo!!! believe i'm gonna be double posting on wednesday on my lunch break at work so keep a look out, not long left til the end <3
