Friends With Benefits (Side Story of Roaming Thoughts of Mei Aihara)

CHAPTER 6

Writer's note:

I have attached a NSFW art here but Wattpad flagged it. Sorry. This story is on AO3 as well.
I am not removing the image here though.
That beautiful art is by, nonetheless, @an_psart. Find her great artworks in https://twitter.com/AnPsart

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Naked and laid on top of her bed, after a hot sex while drunk, what comes next blew my mind..

"Come on, Mei. I'm waiting. You said you wanted to learn this too right?"

What in the world came to me to let this girl teach me how to masturbate? And worst is, doing it in front of her? Sigh... still dizzy and high because of alcohol and sex, well now mainly sex.. I do as I was told. Sweating even with the AC on, I begin to touch myself. I start to touch my breast first as a "warm up" cause I'm still not in the mood to touch myself below, too shy to do it in front of an "audience", although I know I am still so wet. I tried hard to avoid Angela's gaze. As she spoke again, like a very strict mentor..

"No, no, no... Mei, seriously? What are you doing? How on earth are you gonna be aroused? Look at me, geez.. you should at least hold eye contact, so your partner will feel the "wanting" to please and be aroused at the same time."

What is she saying? And how am I gonna be aroused while looking at her?

"Okay, okay... hmmm... lets try this, if you are getting too conscious with me.. close your eyes and think of the person you love while you do that. Its okay that way, right?"
"O-okay. I think that might help. (Gulp!)"
"And make your touch as gentle as how you wanted to be touched. You don't wanna feel rushed when someone is touching you, right? You wanted to feel the person wanting to touch you, right? So, lets make this real. You know what I mean, right, Mei?"
"Yes. Understood."

I close my eyes and started to touch my breast again. This time I picked up a rhythm I'm comfortable with. Somehow, I feel embarrassed that even in this kind of "thing" I still needed to be taught. I'm beginning to feel annoyed, or rather frustrated, about myself. Again, why do I even need this lesson? Is this really worth risking my "dignity"? But, why do I feel being cared for by this girl? What's with her that make her different? I was put out of trance when I felt a soft breathing in my ear..

"(Whispering) that's it, Mei. You're doing good."
"Hmmm.."

Her soft voice tingles and sends goosebumps. But at the same time hot. I felt something inside me wanting more to "please" her. I begin to moan softly when I started to play with my breast. My fingers softly and gently circling on top of my nipples. I can feel a strange but sweet sensation which I cannot explain. Something is building up in my abdomen. I can feel drip down below. My juice slowly flowing to my legs. Uhhhhhmmmm.. I feel the urge to touch myself there. But still too shy to do it, until I felt a hand on top of my hand caressing my breast.

"Here, let me help you."

She slowly lift my hand and trace it down my body. Featherlike touches, from my fingers, going down my abdomen. I slowly separate my legs to let my hand go in between. The hand guiding my hand stopped when she put my hand on top of my pussy. And whispered again...

"Now, Mei, strike your pussy gently, very gently and slowly."

I slowly reach for my pussy's entrance and gently touch and slide my finger upward. Oooohhmmm, my back arc by the feel and made me moan. A small smile traced on my face which was not left unnoticed from Angela.

"I can see you are enjoying it now. Okay, I'll just watch you from my chair now."

I heard her getting something from her drawer and pulling her chair near me. I don't wanna stop what I'm doing and I being drunk makes me care less on what she wanted to do. I continue to pleasure myself by caressing my soaking wet entrance and slowly play with my clits. Gentle rubs and press brings too much pleasure to me and beginning to make me feel so high. My head swinging while my back arc. Ooohhmmmm... ffffuuuuccckkk so good. I slowly increase my pace and my breathing become uneven. My hips begin to follow my hands' rhythm. Yes, I begin to use my two hands now, when did I become this horny and pervert to myself. But it just feel so good, and so right.
My hand getting soaked with my own juices, I feel another craving, I want to fuck myself. Where did that thought even come from? Is it really my drunken self thinking all these things? Or is it really my own desire to feel my own fingers inside me? Ugh, whatever, I'm so high and very horny to be self righteous now.
I slowly and gently slide inside my finger, one at first, ooohhhmmm... I can feel the craving grow even more. I press my legs together and feel my fingers inside me. So tight, so wet. I press my palm more to reach my inner wall's edge. Ohhhfffuck! Just felt so good. I arc my body and let out moans I don't even imagine I'm going to do this. Without any regard to my surrounding, I flip myself and position myself on my tummy, I begin to ride my fingers, nice and slow at first, and when I get the rhythm, I increase the pace. Increasing the pace and pushing my fingers deeper and scraping harder, I begin to slide another finger inside. Uuuuggghhh, I can feel a slight pain, its bearable, and the pleasure is more intense. My head swings back and my other hand grabs the sheets above my head, oh fuck! I'm so high I didn't realize I'm riding my fingers like crazy. Then I felt a weight behind me...
Angela grab my breast and massage it hard, uhhhgggghhhhmmm, so good. I want her to do it more. Her hands play with my nipples and breast while I am fucking myself hard. She sync her rhythm with mine while kissing, sucking, and biting my shoulder, my back, my body. The marks sting a bit but I don't mind, I'll just deal with those later, cause right now all I want to feel is to cum hard. I am really loving and enjoying this. Faster, deeper, harder, I fuck myself. Giving everything I can in riding my fingers while Angela pleasures me from behind, rubbing my clits, rubbing my butthole, and now...

"Hmmm.. what do you want me to do with this, Ms. Student Council President?"

OH MY... is she.. no she wouldn't.. but the anticipation and excitement is killing me now.. I want to know how it feels... well whatever.. I don't care anymore now, I'll just blame everything to the alcohol, as the other says and do.. heh...

"F-fuck it, M-master.."

Both high, we grinned, she soak her middle finger with my juices and massage my butthole again, then slowly slide her finger inside. Oooohhhmmmm fucking so gooodd... oh my gggoooooodddd... I feel so full. She hug me from behind, that prevented me in riding my finger so hard, then start to thrust my butt very slow. Uugghhhmmm, a very unusual sensation creeps me in a good way. I follow her rhythm and thrust at the same time. We gradually increase the pace until both of us panting.. she is thrusting me hard from behind and I'm fucking myself in front. Ohhhhh my, we are so high and without any care I feel myself very close to the edge.

"AHHHHHHHHH HAAAAHHH HHAAAAA"

She's fucking me so good, everything become blur when I came hard and so intense.

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Hmmm.. I woke up feeling very sore. What happened? My head hurts a little due to hangover. I turn around and found a note at the side table..

"Take this for the hangover. Dinner at the table. Just went for a run. Good job earlier, Mei!"

Huh? Wait, what time is it? Shit, its 7PM already! I got to go! After taking the meds, I grab my things and took a very quick shower.
When I went out of the room, I saw another note on the table..

"Dinner is served, eat well. I sent something to you, I hope you like it."

I ate the dinner she prepared, which by the way a simple meal but tastes really good. After eating, I wrote her a note telling her I am going home and sorry I wasn't able to wait for her from her run.

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Alone in my bed, I contemplate on the things I am doing to my life lately. For a while I am in a bliss. Knowing Angela has done a very huge change to my life. What should I do now? Do I want this to continue? If not, how should I stop? If I continue, what will happen to me? How will be the set up for this? This is very complicated. I'm marrying Udagawa-san soon. And what about Yuzu? I know I still love her, no, I know I never stopped loving her and been missing her even more now. But how should I tell Angela?
I remembered Angela sent me something, so I checked my mail from my laptop. When I opened it.. I was speechless.. Gasp!