One shots

Falling all in you

Well hello! First of all.. this one is kinda special. So..to the person this is for..
..If you are reading it already, hope you like it , hope you enjoy it because like you said.. I enjoyed the time writing it. So this one is for you 😛🇪🇸

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"Laura del Rio makes the announcement of the Squad for Spain U 23 team for the next international friendlies this October"

Well shit. I mean, it is great. I made the team but she made her too. I'm screwed.

I met Mari one day when I was out with my friends. Like a very very few months ago. Kind of bump into each and after talks and jokes, don't ask me how, but we ended making out. And after that we stayed in contact. Just.. like friends. Conversations here and there, going on walks and having fun together. And of course passing time together at national team camps. Like two normal friends.

Have to admit, I was attracted to her, she was beautiful. But I was focused on my professional career and my studies. I didn't want a relationship, not right now. I didn't have the time for it. When you are in a relationship, it means making sacrifices. Time, give things or stop to do some things because of the other person and I was just starting my career in the first division of FC Barcelona. So no, zero relationships. Now the problem...we were sharing time together and conversations, sometimes plans to get coffee or food and something in me started to change and it scared me a little bit. That's when I started to push her away and make excuses and treat her differently. Dumb, I know, and that's the reason I went to the one who took me under her wing when I came here.

- Ale..? She turned around to look at me and smiled but disappeared when she saw my face. - Hey kiddo, is something wrong? Come here -.
- Do you - scratching the back of my head I got close to the captain. - do you think.. Can I ask you something? She put a hand on my shoulder and guided us to the field to take a walk and talk without someone interrupting us. - Of course kiddo, tell me what's bothering you -. I sighed and rubbed my forehead.
- How... how did you know?... I think I made a mistake -. She looked at me patiently waiting for me to keep talking. - I met this girl and I like her, right? I really really like her and I think she likes me too. But.. but... aaay why is this so difficult?! Joder!! Alexia grabbed both of my arms and made us stop. - Bruna... look at me. Breathe we are just talking okay? I nodded at that and I kept telling her what happened.

- We shared a lot of moments and all of that and both of us play football, actually she's one of the goalkeepers for the national team, and now, I don't know. I pushed her away. I'm not talking to her like before and probably it is a mistake. But I have to focus on this.. I.. I don't know what I want, she makes me feel these things but when I think about everything...-. Alexia just listened and then she gave me her opinion. - Okay, I think I know what's happening here. You are a great person, we both know that. And a great player too. Now, I think you are just scared kiddo. Not because of her, am I right? And I think you use that coldness to push the people away as a defense mechanism. I think you Petita, are afraid of being hurt, you started to care about her and this brain of yours...- she touched my forehead. - this brain makes you think about it and sometimes you analyze it in excess. I'm not saying it is wrong, but it is not good either, okay? -she lifted my face by my chin. - When are you gonna see her? I shrugged - Next week, we both made the team again -. She smiled - Well, what if you talk with her at this camp and sort everything out? Just like you did now with me... Yeah? And don't worry, I think everything will be alright Petita, now, let's go to take a shower because after that training, we both need it -. I giggled and started to walk to the locker room again. - Yeah, you stink Putellas -. I speed walked, most likely running away from her. - Oh you little demon, you stink too! What am I gonna do with that kid? - she laughed and walked behind me. Yeah, Alexia is amazing.