One shots

Unconditionally

I wish I could say it was a good day. But no, I went out to get my head clear, and I ended up kissing this girl. I wasn't thinking. But after I realized what I did, it wasn't good. And I had this weird feeling in my chest, like something bad was going to happen so I came back to the hotel team.

On the way, I listened to Jenni's voicemails and she sounded kinda nervous, maybe even anxious? I don't know why but we need to sit down and talk everything about our relationship because it's not good for any of us. Fighting and screaming. A slap that I regret so much. I don't know what happened in that moment. But I swear to God and for my future kids, I won't do that again because I don't wanna see that look of scare and hurt again.

I made my way to Jenni and Lola's room knocking on their door.
- Ale, hi, what do you need? -. Lola asked
-Lola is Jenni here?-.
- No, she talked to Jorge and now is gone because of an injury. Mapi was with her-. Injury? What injury, she was training really well today.
- Oh, okay. Thanks Lola -. Leaving the room I was going to go to Mapi's and Ona room but I found her on hallway.
- Mapi! Hey.. where is Jenni? she called me and.. she said we need to talk. But she's gone. Do you know something?
- yes I do. And let me tell you something. I don't care you are the goat, the Magician, The queen of Barcelona. You are a fucking jerk. Do you know Jenni saw you? In that restaurant with that chick? Do you know how much you hurt her? I get that you both were or are in a bad moment. But seriously? That was necessary?
- Look Mapi you don't..
- Like hell I don't know. I know all of it Alexia. I know everything, I know how much Jenni cried this afternoon, I know how she feels. So don't be a fucking asshole. She left this for you. If you love her like you said, read this and make a choice. Get your head out of your ass -. She gave me a package and left. Inside was a letter and a little box. Oh my God.. oh Jenni.

I opened the box and sweet jesus. My heart stopped. A beautiful ring was inside. Jennifer Hermoso. What did I do? I'm an idiot. I took the letter, I can tell she was crying because of the marks on the paper. Geez. Wait. "I will take care of us". What did she mean with that? "Us". My eyes went wide. No, she can't be right? I mean.. it was negative. We did it and it was negative. Mapi, I need to get Mapi.

I went running to Mapi's room. - Mapi! Open the fucking door. Maria Pilar Leon! -. I kept knocking the door. -Mapi I'm serious! -. The door opened with an angry Mapi arms crossed and all. - What did she mean with "us"? I asked all scared and nervous.
- She means what you think Alexia -.
- But it was negative! We took it two weeks ago and it said it was negative! I swear!
- yeah well, apparently it was a false one -.
- oh my.. oh my.. I can't breathe, I can't breathe. What if.. what if something happens, what.. wha..
- shh shh deep breath Ale, focus on me. Now, take a deep breath in all the way and out, that's it. Good -. I kept doing that until I was capable of a normal breathing again. - I fucked up so bad -.
- yes you did Ale. What are you gonna do now? -. Winning her back was exactly what I was going to do. I will do whatever it takes. If I have to get on my knees I will do it. I can't lose her. Yes we have a bad time but.. but we can make it work. Where is she now? -. I asked in rush because I wanted to go to get her.
- She's at your apartment packing and after that she's going to France -. What? France, what did I do? I'm pushing her away.
- She can't go Mapi! I don't...
- Look. She signed with PSG they know about the pregnancy so everything is sorted out. So she's going anyway. What you need to do is step up as the other mother of the baby and support her in everything. Everyday. You are Alexia Putellas after all. Now, go get your wife-. I smiled at that because it was in my plans to ask her, and it's looks like Jenni was thinking the same thing. But being in this bad moment, kinda made me back off a little and do this terrible mistake of make out with someone else. Now.. now I have to, and I need to get her trust again. I will do whatever it takes to make that woman the mother of my children, my wife, my everything.
- Thank you Mapi, for looking after her. I have to leave now -. I left the room, running to pull my things together and to talk to Jorge. If I don't get to the apartment in time, it will be to late.