Abused Self Harming Camilo

Chapter 3

Camilo's pov:

I watched my boyfriend leave. And it was all my fault I should have just lost on purpose. I'm such a horrible boyfriend.
Damn right you are
Ikr who doesn't flop a game to make their partner happy.
You are so toxic towards your boyfriend.
Yeah, how many times have you manipulated him???
Toxic
Manipulative
Loser
Awful boyfriend
Trash
Hopeless
Poisonous
Rude
Waste of space
Garbage
Worthless

The voices were back again. I quickly went to my bathroom and looked all over for it. Were is it!? Oh! There it is, phew. I put the razor to my skin. "Just one." I told myself. Five minutes later, there were more than ten. Crap! What had I done to myself. It doesn't really matter. Because it made me feel better. But that's when the pain really kicked in. I screamed really loudly, thankfully my room is soundproof.

I shapeshifted into a healthier version of me. But everything still hurt. I went on my phone to check the time, not that late, only nine thirty. I went to tiá Julieta's room and knocked on her door. She opened it and said, "oh, hey Cami. What do you need?" So I replied with, "Tiá Julieta. I'm sorry but could you please make some of your healing food? I have a really bad headache and my arms sting." She told me "oh of course! Come with me." I followed her downstairs to the kitchen. On the way I passed mamá, papí, and Delores playing a card game.

They noticed me to, "hey Cami," mamá said, "you okay?" "Yeah," I replied, "just a headache and some stinging in my arm." She said, "oh alright, Julieta will heal you up." I then headed into the kitchen where I saw tiá Julieta making some food that's quick to make.  Once she gave it to me I ate it pretty fast. I cleaned of the dishes and headed up to my room. The pain was no longer there. I needed to get to my room quickly cause this is around the time Amador usually texts me Andi have to be there to apologize.

I saw that I had just received a text from Amador.

Hi love❤

Hey, I'm sorry for tonight. I shouldn't have cheated.

Damn right you shouldn't have. But of course you would, because you're and annoying brat.

I'm sorry.

We chatted for a while. He kind of forced me to stay up and talk with him. When he finally decided to go to sleep I checked the time. 4:23!? Wtf!? I need to sleep. But, maybe I'll get a small late night snack. I crept downstairs to the kitchen and saw tió Bruno standing on the counter also getting a late night snack. He kind of just stared at me with a ' I'm not doing anything' looking his eyes.