Hard To Express

Drama

(Justins POV) 

I stayed up late night thinking about my answer and I think i know what to do and what to think. my answer is yes i do like him back I dont know if I can tell him yet, I dont think its the right time. 

(3rd persons POV)

the next day everyone was just chilling when Justin pulled Regie and Oli out the room. 

"I need to tell you guys something." Justin said. "I think I like Ryan back, and I dont know how to tell him. especially what happened awhile ago." 

"I think you have to tell eventually, but only when you're ready." Oli said smiling.

"Yeah I think if you really like him you should let him know but, at the same time I get what you're saying about the whole thing that happened." Regie said crossing his arms.

"Thanks guys." Justin said smiling.

Later at 6:34pm

(Ryan's POV)

'Justin has been starring at me all day, it's making me nervous. I want to know what he is thinking.' I thought.

As I said that he walked up to me.

(3rd person POV)

Justin walked up to Ryan, who was sitting on the couch.

"Hey, can I talk to you?" Justin asked nervously.

"Uh sure?" Ryan responded getting up.

They both walked to thier bedroom. Justin avoided eye contacted with Ryan. They both sat on the bed silently, until Ryan broke it.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" He asked glancing at Justin.

"Uh, yeah I need to tell you something. It's gonna sound out of place." Justin said moving closer to Ryan.

Ryan got flustered and moved his head a little to the side.

"What is it?" He asked rubbing his neck.

"I thought about everything and I think I have feelings for you." Justin said sighing.

Ryan's eyes widened and he stared at Justin.

"Really!?" He exclaimed.

Justin nodded and moved his head to look at the ground.

"W..what does that mean?" Ryan asked looking around.

Justin looked at him and Slightly smiling.

"I never really noticed how pretty your eyes are." He said admiring Ryan.

Ryan turned his head blushing.

"That's cringe." He said chuckling.

They both laughed and smiled. Justin moved closer to Ryan 10cm away from his face, Ryan stayed silent. They leaned in but before they could do anything they heard a nock on thier door.

"Come in!" Justin shouted sighing.

It was a tall, black haired, brown eyed man, he smiled and ran up to Ryan. Justin got pushed away from him and he just stared in disbelief.

"Ryan! I missed you!" The guy shouted excited.

"Yeah, I missed you too. Sorry Justin." Ryan said moving his friend off of him.

"This my friend Leo." Ryan said scratching his head.

Justin looked him up and down and got off the bed.

"Hi, I'm Justin." He said putting out his hand.

"Hey, I'm Leo." They greeted shaking each other's hands.

A week later

Leo has been hanging with Ryan almost everyday. Justin and Ryan are still not a thing. They both have feelings for each other but none make a move.

"Hey Leo, can I talk to you?" Justin said putting his hand on his shoulder.

"Sure." He said walking with him.

They went outside to the garden.

"I need to ask you something." Justin said looking around.

"Go ahead." Leo said.

Justin looked at him, shaking but also curious.

"Do you like Ryan?" Justin asked nervously.

"Uh, yeah I guess. Was it obvious?" Leo asked laughing.

Justin went quiet and sighed. He walked away leaving Leo outside alone. Justin went to his and Ryan's room, jumping on the bed. He layed there for the rest of the day.

3 days later

(Justins POV)

I dont like that Leo is so close to Ryan. It pisses me off. It's worse now that I know he likes Ryan.

Atleast I know Ryan likes me, unless he changed his mind.

'What if he doesn't like me anymore? What if I hurt him too much? Does he like Leo?' That's all I could think about.

(3rd persons POV)

Leo took Ryan by the hand and pulled him somewhere. Justin followed them slowly outside. He looked around the corner seeing Leo talking to Ryan. Justin watched them and looked inside for 1 second. He turned back seeing Leo going in for a kiss. Justin lost it and ran over, grabbing Ryan by the arm, rushing him inside. Everyone was confused, watching Justin pull Ryan up stairs to thier room, slamming the door.

Justin locked the door and turned away from Ryan. Ryan looked at him and hugged him from the back. Justin turned around hugging Ryan tight.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to act like that." He said letting go of the hug.

Ryan looked at his sour/anxious expression.

"I understand but I don't like him like that. I like you." Ryan said shyly.

Justin smiled and chuckled at the flustered Ryan. He grabbed Ryan's cheek and looked into his eyes.

"You really are attractive." He said admiring him.

They both leaned in and kissed. Justin put his hands around Ryan's waist holding him tightly. Ryan wrapped his arms around Justins neck.

They stopped and stared at each other in the eyes. Ryan's head fell into Justins chest.

"Ah. Why am I shy, this is embarrassing." Ryan said hiding his face.

Justin just laughed and pulled Ryan's head. Moving his hair out his face.

"Dont let Leo touch you or do anything like that." Justin said changing his expression.

"I won't." Ryan smiled and turned his head away.

1 month later

Ryan and Justin have been dating for a month now. Regie and oli have been secretly dating but haven't said anything until the whole Ryan and Justin situation ended. Leo found a girlfriend and hasn't touched Ryan after that day.

Everyone was happy with no drama.

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