Hard To Express

Disaster

(Ryan's POV)

It was 2 months later and no one really mentions this ever happend.

I've changed since that day, and not in a good way. I got stronger trust issues, because of regie. I know he told Justin at a good cause, but it hurt me.

Later that night

(3rd person POV)

All the north star Boys had plans, except for Ryan and Oliver. Regie was out with Sebastian, Darren went out with Justin and Kane and manger ty was at a conference. So it was just Ryan and Oli.

Ryan and oli were sitting on the couch down stairs, on thier phones. When suddenly the front door opened. They went to look who it was. It was Justin..

He came inside with a girl and went to his and Ryan's room. Ryan froze and couldn't reacte. Oliver was laughing and went quiet when he saw Ryan. Ryan walked back to the couch, stopping him Oli put his hand on his shoulder.

"Ryan, do you wanna talk?" Oli asked slightly smiling.

"Sure, I guess.." Ryan responded.

Oli took Ryan to his room and they sat on the bed.

(Ryan's POV)

'This can't be happening, no way. He can't be with a girl. He isn't, it's a dream. I just need to wake up!'

My thoughts were all over so it was hard to think about anything else.

I forced myself to not think about anything at that moment. That's when Oli asked if I wanted to talk to him. Obviously I can't refuse, but at the same time I don't know if I can tell him anything.

Once we were on his bed, he pulled me into a hug.

"I know how you feel, and I'm sorry. It's a really terrible feeling." He said hugging me tighter.

My eyes started to water but I was telling myself not to cry. Because I don't like crying infront of people. But in the end I just ended up breaking down. I couldn't hold it inside anymore I felt broken and betrayed. Even though I knew he wouldn't like me back it still hurt like a bitch.

Oli noticed I was breaking down and comforted me. He layed in his bed with me and we just layed in silence. Oli wasn't saying anything so I could calm down.

(3rd persons POV)

Regie came back a few hours later, walking through the front door. He walked to sit in the living room before hearing Justin's door open. He turned around seeing Justin let out a female.

"Oo Justin." He said running up to him.

"Bruh stop." He said flustered.

"Tell me everything." Regie said pulling Justin's arm.

He nodded and they both walked to Regies room.

"Oh did Ryan go out?" Justin asked. "Cause I didn't see him."

"I don't know." Regie said reaching for his door handle.

When they both got into his room they froze. They saw Ryan and Oli cuddling. Ryan's eyes were red and puffy. Oli looked worried and sad.

"What the.." Regie said walking backwards.

"You ok Ryan?" Oli asked playing with his hair.

Ryan nodded and hugged Oli. Justin stood there silently, he didn't know what to do.

"Oliver, what's happening here?" Regie asked walking towards the bed.

Oli jumped up and Ryan coverd his face with a pillow.