Always And Forever

from the beginning

~time skip~

It's been 4 months since I left I've been on the run after finding out hydra was still looking for me. I've been staying in Mexico hoping no one would find me.

Plus after I found out about Bucky's secret I just wouldn't know what to say to him. I'm in my apartment when I get a call.

I answer. "Hello?" I wonder who is calling me. "душа-soul" "NO!!" I scream but I can't move.
"демон-demon"
"пять-5"
"синий-blue"
"ад-hell"
"голод-hunger"
"страх-fear"
The man speaks again,
"Пожиратель душ-soul eater"
"готов подчиниться- ready to comply." I say emotionless.

"Good, you still haven't finished your mission bring us the winter soldier." The man says then hangs up.

I put the phone down and put my hydra suit on. I head out, back to Steves house to find the solider.

~ a couple days later I arrives back in New York~

I knocks on Steves door. Steves answer Steves eyes go big. "KitKat where have you been what happen are you okay?!" Steve asks with a worried look.

"I just needed some space to clear my head and yes I'm fine." Soul-eater says with a fake smile. "Is Bucky here I need to speak to him." Soul-eater says.

"No, I'm sorry KitKat he went back to the compound to talk to you but you were missing." Steve says with a worried tone. "Okay thanks." Soul-eater walks off and gets in her car and drives to the compound.

I knock on the door. Nat answers her eyes go big. "OH MY GOSH KAT WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?!" Nat ask with a shocked look.

"Just had to get my head clear I'm sorry I disappeared like that I just needed some space." I state. "Come in! We were so worried about you especially after we found that body in your room! What happen!?" Nat asks.

"He was my ex boyfriend from hydra." I say emotionless. "Is Bucky here I need to speak to him." I state. "Uhm yeah he's up in his room, are you sure your okay?" Nat asks furrowing her eyebrows together.

"Yes Nat I'm fine I promise honestly I've never been better." I say with a smirk. I walk up to the elevator to go to the floor my bedroom was on since Buckys room was right across.

I walk up to Buckys door and knock. "Steve not now!" Bucky yells. "It's Katherine." I say. Before I knew it the door is Swung open.

"Kat where have you been? Are you okay!?" Bucky asks in a worried tone. I walk in his room. "Yes for the last time I'm fine." I say rolling my eyes.

I walk to his door and locked it. "What's going on Katerina?" Bucky asks nervously. "You haven't called me that in years solider." I say with an evil grin.

I go to punch him in the face but he grabs my hand. "What's going on Kat?" Bucky asks feeling alarmed.

"Kat is long gone solider it's just me now, soul-eater." I say with a devilish grin.

"WHAT BUT HOW!?" bucky asks. "It's really simple honestly all it takes are those 7 words and poof no emotions. I love it!" I say with a with a grin.

I go to kick Bucky in the groin. He blocks my leg I punch him in the face and he stumbles backwards.

"Kat I won't fight you please just stop." Bucky pleads. "You know the whole reason I left was cause I found out your little secret after I read my ex boyfriends mind I gotta say that hurt Katerina's feelings." I say in a mocking tone.

Bucky's eyes got big. "W-what are you talking about?" Bucky asks. "Don't play stupid with me solider you know exactly what I'm talking about. The whole make Katherine fall in love with you so hydra can get her back but honestly all you had to do was hurt her." I state shrugging my shoulders.

Bucky's eyes sadden. "I can feel her rage right now as I'm looking right at you." I whisper in his ear.

I go to kick him in the gut, he blocks my leg I punch him in the face, and he stumbles backwards. "Kat I told I'm not fighting you." Bucky states.

"That'll just make it easier for me to bring you back to hydra then." I state gripping my hand on his jaw. I push him away and kick him in the face and he falls to the ground.

"Kat please don't do this." Bucky pleads. "Kat is long gone I destroyed her." I say with an evil grin. The door bust open and I feel a sharp pain in the three different spots on the back of my neck.

"Freaking dart gun." Before I knew it I'm  passed out. I woke up in a white room strapped down to a bed. "NO! NO! PLEASE! I tried! Please!"

~in Kats mind~

Kat strapped down to a metal table. "Hello Kat its me soul-eater. I'm going to experiment on our brain now." Soul-eater says with an evil grin.

She pulls out a scalpel and start cutting her head open. "NO PLEASE STOP NO!!!!" Kat screams! "We are gonna have so much fun!" Soul-eater lets out a satanic laugh.

"Kat wake up!" Someone yells. "Doll please wake up!!" Somebody yells.
~end of memory~

I wake up gasping for air almost like I had been holding my breath the entire time. I look down at the straps and break them.

I look around the room and see a table has been thrown across the room I see Nat against the one side and some guy running up to me. "Kat are you okay!?" The man says. "Wh-who are you?" I ask with a confused look.

It's me Bucky, Kat you don't remember me? He looks at me with a hurt expression. "Hey Kat do you remember me Natasha?" Nat asks as she walks to me. "Yes I remember you, I remember Steve, Sam, Tony, Bruce, wanda, and everyone else. Just not him." I say nervously.

"Katy cakes is that you!?" Sam's ask. (Thats the nickname Sam gave me). "Hey Sam, yeah, it's me." I say with a small smile.

"We all missed you Katy cakes shoot even Bucky here missed you!" Sam says with a smirk. "She doesn't remember Bucky. Nat says with a sad look.

"Something must of happen for him to just be erased from my memories." I say. Sam glares at bucky. "What did you do?" Sam asks in anger.

 (I can here Sam saying this from the episode zemo got out of prison)

"She found out about a secret that I kept for a long time and I was planning on telling her but her ex kinda beat me to it." Bucky says gritting his teeth. "Wait she has an ex boyfriend?" Sam asks raising his eyebrows.

"Well had he's dead now I killed him I took his soul." I say shrugging my shoulders. "Wait what!?" Sam asks. "Yeah, we need a meeting there's something you all should know about me from what I remember Nat and Sharon knows about it." I say nervously.

"I-uh kinda know too." Bucky says nervously. "Wait what how?" I ask with a confused look. "We kinda got in an argument one night and you told me." Bucky says. Kat huffs.

"Alright here's the plan we have the meeting then figure out what to do with my memories cause there's a lot of blanks." I say rubbing my eyebrows together. Everyone nods in agreement.

That's the end of this chapter hope everyone likes it please leave a vote and a comment if you'd like🥰

*Edited* 7/6/2023