darkmatter

the past comes back

My eyes snapped open at the sound of my alarm. 'fuck'. the clock read 5:00am. I rolled out of bed and fell to the ground with a thump. Groaning I lifted myself off the ground and began my morning routine. Take medicine, shower, brush teeth and hair, and get dressed. I took the pill into my hand and stared at it. Lifting my hand I took my medicine and sighed. Come on Loki let's get ready Venom spoke loudly in my head. I nodded and went to go get ready in the bathroom. School doesn't actually start till 8:25am, but I like to have time to journal and meditate.

Once I finished getting ready I headed to the roof. Staring out into the neighborhood I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Rolling my neck I plopped down to the ground. Pulling out my journal I began to update on my life. I wrote about my first day at UA and how I met a really pretty girl named Momo. After closing my journal, I checked the time 7:00am it read. 'I better head down for breakfast '. 

I enter the house through my window, mom doesn't like it when I go on the roof. Stumbling down the stairs I make it to the kitchen. I quickly grab a box of cereal and some milk and pour it into my bowl. Grabbing a spoon I bring my cereal to the table. Hungrily stuffing it into my face. Katsuki just stares at me from his seat. "Ready for our second day Loki?" Katsuki asks. "I mean yeah, I just didn't get much sleep" I say with a shrug. Katsuki just sighs and continues to eat his food.

We finally finish our food and quickly grab our backpack and head out the door. The walk was eerily quiet. Turning to Katsuki,  see that he is in deep thought. 'He's probably still confused and angry about Midoriya's quirk.' He also go his ass handed to him in hero training by Midoriya yesterday. Sighing We continued our silent walk to UA. 

"Katsuki just know that I love you" I say turning to him. He looks at me with no expression then says "I love you too". We finally made it too UA. Walking up to the building I see that it's crowded by reporters. 'Are you fucking kidding me'. Running my hands through my hair I exhale loudly and try to push my way through. "Loki!". Everyone then turned to me. 'no'. "how have you been able to cope after being kidnapped by villains" One shouts at me. 'No, No not now'. "fine" I exhaled. I feel Katsuki grab my hand and pull me through. At this point my intrusive thoughts are really coming through right now. I giggle once we finally get through the crowd. "are you okay?" Katsuki questioned me in concern. "I'm fine lets go to class." I laugh again. He just stares at me weird. "sorry" I mange to say through my laugh. What can I say laughing makes things better.

We finally reach class 1-A. 'Fucking finally'. Everyone seems to be staring at me. "noooooo" I mumble. "Yes, I was kidnapped by Villains when I was little, but I was saved and I'm fine now, so drop it." I shout. I walk over to my seat and slump down on my desk. 'Man I really should've gone to bed earlier.' I rub my eyes hoping it'll get rid of the exhaustion. We then went on to vote for class president. I voted for Momo, she has a warm heart.

It was finally lunch time. Grabbing my backpack I quickly left the room, so I could avoid any conversation. I felt bad doing so, but I'm really tired. Running up to the roof, I found a spot that was shaded and plopped down. As I was eating, someone with purple hair approached me. "hi Loki." I recognize that voice. I turn my head and come face to face with Hitoshi!? "OMG it has been forever Hitoshi!" I exclaim. He plops down next to me and we sit in a comfortable silence. I haven't seen him since the entrance exams. We have both been so busy that there was no time to see each other. I met Hitoshi sometime in middle school while at the store, I thought his hair was cool, so I decided to start a conversation with him. Ever since then we've been friends. 

The silence was suddenly disrupted by a blaring alarm. "what is going on?!" I scream over the sound. "Someone breached the campus!!" Hitoshi yelled back. I then walked over to the side of the roof to see a bunch of reporters and a disintegrated gate. Fear shot through my body. 'No, not him'. Turning back to Hitoshi I yell "It's just the press!" His body relaxed as he let out a sigh. "I'm gonna go back to class." I say grabbing my bag. I ran down the stairs in a hurry. Once I finally found a bathroom I rushed into the stall and threw up. Tears brimmed in my eyes as I let out a sob. 'Not like this no. I thought it was over with why now?' Pull yourself together. "so helpful" I mumble. Wiping my tears I stood up and flushed the toilet. I went to the sink and rinsed out my mouth. Sighing I grab my stuff and head back to class.

"Are you okay Loki? Your eyes are red" Momo asked in concern as I sat down at my desk. "Yeah, I'm fine just allergies" I say in an attempt to sound steady. Midoriya then made a speech on how lida should be president blah blah blah, it should've been Momo. Finally Mr. Aizawa announces that we will be heading to the USJ for rescue training.

We all went to go change into our hero costumes. I slipped on my black baggy pant and sleeves black top. Clipping on my first aid kit to my left thigh and my knives to my right I let out a long breath. Once I was finished I walked out the door to the front where the bus was. "I have a bad feeling about this" I grumble as we all load on to the bus.