WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT ME?

I KISSED HIM?

Scott's pov:

This week I think Logan is avoiding me. I don't know why ... We were going for lunch and for walks in the morning. I thought we had fun together. He became one of my best friends! I feel so alone this days, I am alone this days. I didn't do something on purpose. I didn't want to hurt him. If I did something I didn't want to . I just woke up and I am dressing. I am going to talk to Charles. Maybe he can help me. Maybe he knows something. "Charles! " " Hi Scott. Is everything alright? " "Actually no Charles. " "What's wrong? " " This days I fell that Logan doesn't want to see me. I think he is been avoiding me." "Why could you think that Scott? " "Cuz I have 1 week to see him! And every time I see him somewhere he is going away. I don't know what's wrong!" "Maybe you should go and talk to him about what you feel. " "Okay I'll go again, I'll try one more time. Thanks Charles!" I am going to Logan's room. "Logan can I come in?" "What do you want Scott?" "I just wanna talk to you please!" "Okay get in" "Logan did I do something wrong? "What are you talking about?!" "This week I haven't see you at all!" "No it just happened, nothing's wrong" "Are you sure? If I did something I want you to tell me please!" "Yes sure" I am smiling "Do you wanna go for a walk" "I am sorry I can't today" "Oh okay. Bye Logan" "Bye" " Charles something is wrong with him and I want you to help me. I want to know please! " " Okay but I need to read your mind for that" " Okay. What did you just..." " I bring you a memory" "From when ? I haven't kiss Logan!" " Yes you have. The day after Jean's funeral you got drunk and you kissed him." "I kissed him?! I , Scott Summers kissed him, Logan Howlett, Wolverine ?! " " Yes Scott you did" "I didn't want to! Well I have to find him and talk to him!" " Maybe you should let him think for a day and you should do the same. You can go and talk to him tomorrow" "Okay thanks Charles. I am going to the garage if you need something" "Okay Scott" How I could do that? Now I know why he feels so upset. But it wasn't that bad ... no no no no I'll never think something like  that again. I'll to fix my car cuz it is waiting 1 week now. And tomorrow I'll talk to Logan. I just woke up. I was watching a dream and I don't know how to feel about it. I saw that I was dating Logan! I can't believe that. It felt so weird. And it was so real! Now I am dressing. *Knock *Knock " Who's there?" "It's me Logan! May I come in? " "Yes of course" " How are you?" "I am fine. Is something wrong? Did someone got hurt?" " No it's everything alright. Do you wanna go for a walk? " "I'd love to!" " So how did you sleep?" "I saw a weird dream but good." " What dream?" " Oh it doesn't matter now. You?" "Fine actually." "Do you have any lessons today?" "No you?" " Not either" "I have to go and buy some clothes. Do you wanna come?" "Yes! Actually I need some things too." " See me outside at 9" "Okay see you" "Bye" Now it's 8:50 and I am already waiting for Logan. "Hi!" " Can we go with your motorbike? Cuz I don't have a car and your is not ready" "And the two of us?" " We don't have other choice. Except If you want to walk." " No thanks my motorbike is better!" We are looking each other and smile.  "Okay come on Logan. Who's gonna drive?" "Can I" " Yes why not" He is on my motorbike and I am getting behind him. "You have to hold me by the waist if you do not want to fall." "Okay" I am hugging him cuz I really don't wanna fall off. It is so weird but nice. We just came at the mall. "With what do you want us to start?" "I need some T-Shirts do you want to start with that?" "Sure" We are like 4 hours here and we bought a lot of things.  And we have so much fun. Now we are sitting on a café. "Do you need something else Logan?" " No I don't think so. You?" "No. I just need to find Hank and ask him something." "What?" "I just want him to make me new glasses." "We can go home if you want" " No! Not now! Do you wanna go for lunch?" "Yes. And I know the best place." We are on the motorbike and that feeling is awesome. We are in a beautiful place near the sea. "This place is beautiful!" "You really like it?" " Yes!" "Have a sit" we are eating and laughing. "Now honestly how are you this days?" "I am fine. Really! But are you?" "Now yes! So do you have any news about Rogue and Iceman?" "You really care about her right?" " Yes I do" "They are fine. They are lovely when they are together!" " I just have days to see her" "It's okay, I know how it feels." "You do?" "Yeah . When I was younger I was thinking the same every day about Alex..." "Have you seen Peter?" ;" Peter who? Maximoff or Rasputin ?" "Maximoff." " Yes I saw him like a week ago." " How is he?" "As fast as always" we are laughing. We finished with the food and we just came home. "Good night Logan!" " Good night Matthew!" "I thought you forgot about that" " Never" we are laughing while we are going at our rooms. I am laying at my bed and I think about today. It was one of the best days in my life. Not like the first time I saw Jean or our marriage or the first time we had sex but I had a lot of fun today. I am wondering why Logan came to me after all of this. I am sure he doesn't like me but I am still happy for today. I never told him about the kiss but maybe its better this way.