WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT ME?

FUCK THE PHONE?!

Scott's pov:

I am going back to my room thinking about all of this. I am afraid to tell him about what I feel but I want him to know. I am getting in, "Good morning Scott" "Oh my god Logan you scared me!" "I am sorry I..." "It's okay" "Do you want some coffee?" "No I am fine thanks?" "Where have you been so early?" "I was at Ororo's room?" "Uhhh..." "No! Not for what you think. She is my best friend" "Of course , yeah, right..." "By the way what are we gonna do today?" "I have to go for some works and I'll come back at 8" "Oh okay" "I'll see you later" "B-Bye" Why did he left so quickly? He may just feel weird for what he said yesterday. But it wasn't something bad. It was so good. Why he can't understand it? I still feel weird cuz I told Ororo about that but it's nice that I finally talked to someone else except from Jean. I am taking a photo of her. "Hi Jean. I told Charles to let you the flowers every day as long as I'm away. I am sorry I can't let them to you by myself but I had to go with the children. I really miss you Red. And my life is so empty without you. But I am working on it. But I don't know what I have to do. I want to tell him but.. Maybe tomorrow, because it's our last day here. On Monday I'll come and see you. Okay? " I was looking at her photo until I felt asleep. I woke up and it was dark outside. I am watching my phone and I see that it's 8 p.m. Why I was sleeping so many hours? And where is Logan. He said that he'll come back at 8. I am gonna call him. Why he is not answering? I am sending him a voice message. "Hey Logan it's me Scott. Are you okay? Cuz you said that you'll be here at 8. Please call me back" I am sitting at my bed watching TV and waiting him. I am hungry so I am going to take something to eat. I took food and I am getting into our room. Logan isn't here. I called him 10 times and no answer. I am calling Ororo. "Hi Ororo have you seen or talk to Logan?" "No, why?" "He left at the morning and he said that he'll come back about 2 hours ago. And he isn't answering the phone. I am worried about him!" "I am pretty sure he is fine" "I hope so..." "Good night Scott" "Bye Ororo, Good night" Where the fuck is he? Some hours pasted and now it's 4 a.m. I was sleeping all the day so now I can't. And he is not here. I hear a noise on my door. I am running there and I see Logan coming in. "Logan? What happened? Where have you been?" "I-I was..." "Are you drunk?" "Noo...I mean-n maybe..." "You are fucking drunk all this hours? I was worried about you!" "I was at a b-bar . I wanted to think s-some things." "Are you crazy? Why you were not answering you phone?" "I-I didn't hear it" "You didn't?! 30 missing calls and you didn't?!" "I j-just didn't okay what's your problem?" "My problem? I was fucking worried about you! You came 8 hours later than the time you said and you were not answering your phone!" "Fuck the phone" "Fuck the phone? Are you serious?" "Yes I am and at the end, why do you even care about me?" I lost it... I don't know what I must say, I have told him the same thing some weeks ago..."Because I-I-I... You are my best friend that's why!" "Your best friend...?" "Yeah my b-best friend" "Are you sure about that?" "I am tired Logan I am going to sleep. Good night" Why I didn't tell him? It was the perfect time! But he is drunk... I had to tell him now. "Logan!" Oh fuck he is already sleeping. I guess I have to wait. I couldn't sleep at night. I took a shower, I watched TV and I was thinking how I am going to tell him. When he woke up it was very uncomfortable. I was still mad but I can't just have him sitting next to me and not talking. When he woke up I had just got into the shower. He made coffee and he was sitting at the kitchen. I came out I took my clothes and now I am at the bathroom to dress. I am getting out and he is not talking. I am taking my phone and I am opening the door to leave. "Where are you going this early" "I have a job and I'll be late" "When will you come back? Today it's our last day here..." "I don't know. I'll see" And I closed the door behind me. Honestly I don't have any job but I just want to go for a walk and relax for a while. The hours pasted and I am going back to the hotel. "Hey Scott" "Oh hi Ororo. How are you?" "I am fine. I was thinking do you and Logan want to come for lunch with us. It's our last day here so..." "I don't know Ororo, me and Logan are not that fine this days..." "What happened again?" "Bing story for another day" "Okay, I can ask him if you want" "Okay fine do it" "Perfect so see you at 3 okay?" "Okay" I am going back to my room to change a shirt. Logan is in, sitting on his bed. I am going at my things, I am taking off my shirt and I am wearing the other one. Logan is quiet and that's a little bit scary. He is usually talking more. His phone rang. This time he answered. I can hear him saying "Okay I'll come but I am not going to sit next to him" I am sure he is talking to Ororo. I am at the kitchen to drink some water and he is change. Why I can't stop looking at him. He went down and I am going 5 minutes later. I was ready but I don't want to be alone with him.