WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT ME?

I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY

Logan's pov:

I can't sleep. I am thinking what Scott said. 'I'm still in love with Jean. But you could say that is a person that I love to be with and this person is lovely' For who is he talking about? Who is she? I am sure she isn't a student. He could never do something like that. But he said that he loves to be with her. But we are together every day except the hours he has lessons. I haven't see him with someone. I am lying at my bed starring at him. He is saying something but I can't understand what. He woke up quickly. He looks scared. "Scott calm down! What happened?" "I-I saw a nightmare a-and it was so real." "Okay, calm down, it's okay" He looks so upset. "I-I just saw that... Jean came back and we were together again and I was so happy but then she died again!" "Relax Scott it was just a bad dream! Go and sleep again now you need to have energy for tomorrow" "No I-I don't want to, I don't want to see something like that again!" "You wont Scott, I promise. Come on now." "Will you stay awake until I sleep?" "Of course Scott! "He is lying at his bed trying to sleep. I am getting up and I'm sitting next to him. "You will sleep now and tomorrow we'll go to the museum with the kids okay?" "Okay." I am sitting next to him. I am caress him and I'm waiting for him to sleep. Just 5 minutes pasted and he is sleeping. He is like an angel when he is sleeping! He is so cute! I am getting up carefully. I don't want to wake him up.  Now I am trying to sleep. It's 9 a.m. and I just woke up. I am making coffee and breakfast for me and Scott. He is still sleeping. It is ready so I am going to wake him up. "Scott wake up." "Uh Logan?" "Good morning Scott. Get up and come to eat something" I am sitting at the table waiting for him. He is coming with a grey form and a white T-shirt. "You made breakfast?" "I did. Have a sit." "What time is it?" "It's 9:20" "Wow. We have to eat and dress up quickly. We can't be late" We ate and we are dressing up. He is wearing a brown shirt , a brown jacket and white pants. He is so handsome. "Are you ready?" "Yeah. You?" "Yes. We should go now. Ororo will be waiting for us." "You are right come on." We are going outside and we are seen Ororo, Hank, Kurt and the kids waiting for us. "I am so sorry we are late." "How much time are you waiting for us?" I am saying. "Not much." "It's okay guys but we should go now. We'll be late." "Okay Hank" We are at the museum now. "Okay guys. We will get in now but remember no powers!" "Okay miss Monroe!" We are here like 4 hours and we are having much fun. The kids are watching the things here and we are going around to check them. I am going to see what is Scott doing. He is talking on his phone. "Yes Charles we are all fine. And I told you if you need something call me okay? Did you left the flowers today? Thanks Charles! Okay bye" "Hi Scott" "Oh hi Logan! Is everything okay?" "Yes totally!. I was thinking if you want to go for a drink tonight with the others?""  "Yes why not!" "Perfect! I am gonna ask the others." "Okay Logan see you" "Hi Ororo" "Hey Logan" "So tonight we'll go for a drink. Will you come with us?" "Sounds good, why not" "Amazing. I am going to ask Kurt and Hank. Hi Kurt! Hi Hank!" "Hi Logan" 'I just wanted to ask you if you wanna come with us for a drink tonight" "I don't know Logan..." "Oh come on Kurt!" "Oh fine" "Fantastic! Hank will you come?" "Okay I will" "Okay see you guys" "Bye" We said that we will meet at 10:00 p.m. outside. Now it's 9:00 and I am ready.  Scott is coming in and he is going to change. It's 10:00 and we are all outside. "So were we are gonna go? It's my first time here" "Don't worry Scott I have the best place for tonight!" "Okay then lets go!" We are like 4 hours her. It's 2:00 a.m. ! Me , Scott and Kurt are much drunk. Ororo is saying that we should go back to the hotel but Scott and I don't want. So we are gonna stay more. I am so drunk and I am going to the bathroom. As I am walking in a beauty lady is coming to me. "Hi! I am Lucy. What's your name?" "I am L-Logan" "So are you single?" "Yeah but..." and before I say something more, she kissed me! And this time Scott came in. "Logan?" "Scott?! It is not what you think it is!" And with that Scott ran out of the bar. Ororo saw him and she is asking me" "What happened Logan?" "I don't have time now I'll explain to you later!" I am running out to find him. I am searching for him and 15 minutes later I see him in an alley. I am running to him and I am seeing him crying. "Scott!" "Logan please leave me alone!" "Wait please! Let me explain!" "There is nothing to explain Logan, you just like her and you were kissing. It's normal" "No she just..." "No it's okay Logan you don't have to explain anything. Just leave me alone please!" I can't see him crying. I feel awful! But why that made him so upset? "Scott please just answer one question. Why did that make you so upset?" "Because I-I-I... Cuz everything happened to quickly and it was weird..." "Okay, then I should leave..." I was at an other bar thinking about what happened for an hour and now I am going back to the hotel. I  am gonna get into the room but I can hear him crying and saying "I don't know why Jean! I don't wanna feel this way but I can't control it! I really don't want to!" I am getting into our room and I'm seen him trying to stop crying and stay calm. He has a picture of them on his hand. "Hey Scott I..." He is just turning to the other side and he is trying to sleep. "Good night Logan"