You almost never see I actually not at all
That's why I'm a special case
So hear me when I call
Call out that cheer
Tell white and blue
But underneath these big brown eyes
And short navy bloomers
There's tears and tatters
There's brokenness
And darkness
There's bruises and there's cuts
If the other girls knew
It would drive them nuts
Having me on the squad
Making a bad rep
That's why I don't fit in
With the girls full of pep
I can pull a heel stretch
Be sharp and tight
Tell my loudest
But when I come home at night
I ignite that flame
And grab that razor
And that's the end of daylight
My smile is big
And my shoes are white
All the same as the others
But to find the difference you must dig
It's not the hair, the eyes, or the different body types
It's the feelings and emotions
And the tears I cry at night
I walk around in fear
That someone might see
When I do my jumps
Or when I fly
What I hide underneath
So hear me when I say,
That just because I'm loud
Doesn't mean I'm proud
I'm a cheerleader that cuts,
See where I'm coming from?