adore you || nishimura riki

vlive

After everyone finally got up and dressed, they ate the waffles Niki and I made. I felt impatient but nervous for my first vlive, I'm surprised they let me do this in all honestly. With the chaotic swirl of thoughts rummaging around in my mind, I fail to notice my leg bouncing up and down, and I'm biting the nail on my thumb.

"YAH SIT STILL IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY." Jay yells at me, annoyed at me shaking the whole couch. Though he yelled, it was almost comforting.

"You know instead of you complaining about not getting consoles from Mom and Dad, I'll suggest them paying for anger management classes for you." I remark, deciding today is the day I apparently want to die at the hands of my brother.

I look to everyone and most are not fazed, then there's sunoo with the shock face. (we all know the one)

"You're such a little shit." he replies while chuckling. 

"And you're a taller shit, meaning you smell worse."

He says nothing back and just focuses on the tv.

"Robyn, what time do you want to start the vlive ?" Heeseung asks, trying to make the subject more lighthearted.

"Uh, as early as possible." I reply, I want to start at a time that both American and Korean audiences can watch at.

Sunoo, Jay and I are all ready, Niki is in the shower. He comes out, towel wrapped around his waist.

"Sunoo have you seen my favourite shirt?" he asks. I don't even know why, but I look up only to immediately look back to the tv. As if i saw nothing. As if I didn't just see my best friend thatjustsohappenstomakemyheartgobezerksometimes shirtless. As if I didn't just find out my best friend is absolutely ripped. Most of the guys begin to laugh at me. My brother is the only one who isn't, sending a death glare Niki's way.

"It's dirty. I put it in the hamper yesterday." Sunoo says nonchalantly, not looking up from his phone.

"Second favourite?" Niki asks, clear sass in his voice.

"Closet, around the middle of your section."

"Thanks." he says, turning around and walking back into his room.

"So Robyn-" Jake starts.

"No." I say, immediately cutting him off, causing the guys to laugh at me again.

Niki comes out of his room and starts walking towards us, his hair mostly dry.

"Okay I'm ready."

"You have clothes on this time right?" I ask, not wanting to look out of pure fear.

"Yes." he says, I can practically hear the eye roll from over here.

Okay Mr. Sassafrass, my emotion of fear has now changed and I'm in the mood to be  a little evil. 

I stand from my seat, walking up to him and placing my fingers under his chin, pulling his face closer to mine. 

"Awh, how disappointing."

I waltz out of the room, making my way to the car, hearing a scoff from Niki and leaving the view of the shocked faces of my brother and Sunoo behind me.

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I walk in my practice room excited, seeing endless possibilities and future memories. Before I can begin dwelling too much, though, I immediately setup my phone with a tripod. A view of Niki, Sunoo, Jay and I on the couch. The phone isn't too far away, far enough where I can't read it. I hit the start button to start the live. I sit down and comments start coming in. I smile and wave at the camera, my nerves easing a bit.