you left me
on an autumn night .
broken and begging
wondering why
why
why
why
not pretty enough
too annoying
too clingy
too hung up
on you cheating .
angry that i wouldnt forget
that i wouldnt get over it
that i needed reassurance
that i was sad
that i was insecure .
you hated
to pick up your messes
that you make .
so i cleaned it up myself
and started to move on .
things were looking okay
but then your number
calls my phone
and im ruined all over again .
