I want you to love me back

Prologue

"Ash i love you and i really do,matagal na i took a lot of courage to say this,ni minsan ba nagustuhan mo ko?" sabi ko sa kanya nakakakaba pala magconfessed i thought it would be easy,akala ko lng pala,tinignan ko si ash wala paring kibo grabe na yung kaba ko tas siya parang wala lang ,ay ang tanga mo zia of course hindi naman siya ang magcoconfess kaya parang wala lang yun sa kanya sa dami ba namang babae ang nagconfess sa kanya sanay na yun sa mga ganon.I try to look at his electric blue eyes yet there's no emotion in it...

"I don't like you and i will never be" ash said and he left me dumbfounded and that hit me,it da*m hurts bat ganon siya akala ko okay na kami,akala ko gusto niya ko pero wala he's still the cold and hotheaded playboy whom i feel inlove with and someone i can't have,i immediately runaway while my tears is falling nonstop masyado akong umasa na baka magustuhan niya din ako kaso wala eh,kung sa bagay sino nga ba ako ,I'm just an ordinary girl who used to loved him from afar.In this day my heart shattered and turn into pieces ang sakit  ang sakit sakit ...confessing my feelings to someone i love ever since was the most stupid things I've done ,but its okay atleast sinubukan ko di ba? ,sinubukan kung sabihin yung nararamdaman ko para wala akong pagsisihan sa huli dahil mahal ko siya eh I'll take the risk kahit alam kung sa umpisa palang talo na ko.

I need to wake up in the reality that he will never like me,kailangan ko na yatang itigil tong nararamdaman ko sapat naman na siguro yung apat na taon na ginugul ko para mahalin siya.I invested to much effort,time and attention for him to noticed me and from now on kakalimutan na kita and if our path will cross again I'm gonna make sure  ikaw naman ang magkakagusto sakin...

-Alexataire