Teju was now on the verge of an outburst But She controlled her tears.
Kk went upto her to hig her but she put her hand out n asked him to stop.
Teju- i tried to change baby. I tried. I tried to be responsible. I tried to be as clean as possible n not clumsy but i cant try anymore.
Teju- cos to be honest if i change myself any more now i will not love myself. I m who i am. For me to be able to love someone i have to love myself first.
Thats why i m always my first priority. People may call that selfish but i have to be me.
She continued-
Teju- i can change more n try to be what u want me to be but that wont last. We wont last. I will not be able to be with u forever. Cos i cant change who i m. I know i m pampered n spoiled but thats who i m.
I CANT CHANGE THAT.
teju- And i cant stay alone. I dunno how to make u understand that. I m not a fattu or weaker person just cos i cant stay alone. M genuinely scared of darkness. Very scared. I still sometimes sleep with my teddy at night when i get bad dreams.
Teju- dont u dare tell me i wont be a good mother.
Kk was listening to everything without a word cos he understood she has been holding up for a while.
Kk- i didnt say that.
Teju- I will never be an irresponsible mother. I m an extremely hard working girl. I m extremely brave n honest.
Mere bache sirf ye nahi dekhenge ki mummy se yaha chkli giri ya waha kuch aur. Woh ye bhi dekhenge ki unki mom helicopter se sidha water mein jump ka chuki hai in kkk.
Dont make me remind u what all stunts i did there.
Tejus tears rolled down her eyes.
Teju- i m not weak. I just cant live alone n hence i cant move in somewhere alone. I want to belong to someone. I need a hug before sleeping. I need someone by my side or nearby when i want to sleep.
Kk just went n hugged her. She tried to resist but it was of no use. He was v strong.
She cried a lot for a few mins.
Teju- i m sorry but i cant change anymore. I really want us to last. If i change i will not be who i m n will never love u the way i do now.
Kk- listen i didnt mean...
Before he could say anything teju broke the hug n started walking out to the porch.
Kk- teju where r u going??
Teju- i need sometime alone.
Kk- teju pls listen to me once
Teju- No u listen to me this time pls.
She went on porch. Each bungalow was on the beach. She went down from porch n sat on the beach.
Water calmed her.
While she was outside karan sat on the sofa with his hands on his head.
His thoughts.
I didnt mean all this. Isne itna sab bol diya. I never wanted to hurt her. But she is right. This is exactly why my other relationships didnt work cos we were always trying to change each other.
Hence they never lasted cos you cannot change who u r n fake it for the fuck of a relationship n pleasing other.
She may be younger than me but aaj jo isne bola woh ekdum sahi hai tha.
I used to love her laziness, forgetfulness n her dependency.
Dunno why i m criticising her for that.
He was lost in his thoughts.
He had lost track of time.
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TejRan Post BB15
FanfictionIts been a month since the show got over and both of them have resumed their regular life. Since bb15 they both got offered a lot of tv shows n webseries. These stories are about fictional situation that happen in their life . From first fight to Fi...
