TejRan Post BB15

Fuck Off

Kk- I set my priorties in bb house n stuck to them. This is not about priorties. Its just ur timely tantrums which honestly i cant take anymore.

Teju- Then dont take. I m telling u i m going. U sit with um n rash.

Kk- Teko problem kya hai unse? Ho gaya tha na sab sort after bb house.

Teju- mujhe unse problem nahi hai. Mujhe tere attitude se problem hai.

Teju- Wherever they r there most of the times the fun is at my expense. I have been tolerating n taking it as a joke for a long time now.

Kk- Yes cos they r jokes.

Teju- But i dont like them. For once have fun without making fun of me or pointing a flaw in me.

Kk- Baby i dont mean that. Tu choti hai isliye mast tere saath karte hai. If it bothers you then i will stop.

Teju- It bothers me n hurys. Cos mera bf sirf aur sirf meri khaamiya nikalne mein busy rehta hai. Pakk gayi hoon.

Kk- Now u r overthinking.

Teju- Ok imagine babs n me sitting n making fun of u or pointing out ur flaws. How would that make u feel??

Teju- Dont even bother answering.  Cos we both know how u react.

Kk- u n bira cross a line. Its sometimes below the belt.

Teju- N umar?
The only reason i let go of the things he said about ke post bb was cos u consider him v close.
Koi aur hota na toh aisi band bajati ki mere saamne muh nahi kholta vapis.

Kk- Tu abtak uske piche padhi hai. Chod ye sab. Where r u taking this.

Tejus head was spinning n literally blacking out in between. She just wanted to get out of there.

Kk too didnt understand how to stop the situation from escalating further.
He knew she had some issues but this was the first time she was talking about them. He needed time to sort it out with her.

Teju- dekh tu puri duniya ki side le lega but meri kabhi nahi. U will justify them n join them in pointing fingers at me.

With this tears rolled down.

Teju- I m sorry u have to see my rona dhona. Tried v hard to control it. But not able to.

Kk- Yaar i didnt mean it that way. U r twisting everything i said.

Kk- Fucking impossible to talk to you.

Teju- Hmmm i understand.

Kk- U r so fucking immature sometimes n so stubborn.

Teju-  ya hoon main. Thought u knew that n liked that about me.

Kk- teju tu sunti gi nahi hai.

Teju- Aur tu sirf mujhe sunata hi hai.

Teju- Bus hua karan. I just wanna go home. I m done with this shit.

Kk- Done with what??

Teju- The fights n blames.

Kk-  me too yaar. Just want to sit with my gf n chill.

Teju- If that's the case then why invite others every weekend. Why cant just we be?

Kk- Yaar i didnt invite them. Rash ne khudse bol diya.

Teju- Pata hai my priorty is v clear. Its u. I changed my behaviour n my patterns whenever u pointed my flaws. I tried my best to be the one u expect but u still manage to find flaws.

Kk- You r not the only one. I too have bern very patient n tried my best to explain certain situations to you considering u r younger than me. But still i end up going wrong.

Teju waz crying now. She just wanted to leave.

Teju- Fir bhi hamesha meri fault kaise hoti hai karan??  I made special dinner for u n u didnt even try. U didnt care to ask if i had dinner.

Kk- Yaar mere friend ke saath time ka pata hi nahi chala.

Teju- actually mujhe kal rast ko hi chala jaana chahiye tha.
Waiting for u to come was my mistake.
U just take me for granted

Kk-  yaar fir chalu tera drama. That was 1 incident one time.

Teju couldnt control her tears hearing drama. All bb memories came back. She started crying.

Teju- Before u call me a drama queen n my tears as rona dhona i will leave.

She walked towards the house door.

Kk- Jaa yaar. Dimag kharab kar diya tune. Morning hui nahi tera chalu.
Sidhe se bol deti u Dont wanna meet um n rash. Itna sab karne ki kya zarorat thi...?

Teju- bola na unse problem nahi hai.

Kk- Yes. Tujhe mujhse problem hai.

Teju- Galti meri hai.

Kk- Omg. Just fuck offf.

Teju- U fuck off. U were the one who called me n now saying this.

Kk didnt say anything more. He just couldnt deal with all this anymore.
He really wanted to hold her back n get her in the house. He wanted her. He needed her. He loved her.

But today he was just not up for it. He let her go.

The lift came n teju left.
The moment lift doors closed teju cried her eyes out.

She sat in her car n was driving back home. But was in mood to face relatives or anyone. Her mom would immediately know she had a fight looking at her eyes.

She parked her car n called someone

Teju- are u home babs?

Babs- oh hi teju. How r u?

Teju- bol na

Babs- No i m shooting in goa. Will be home after 4 days.

Teju- Can i stay at ur place for just 1 night.

Babs- What happened teju? All ok??

Teju- This is a no question asked wala favour. Can i stay?

Babs- Ofcourse. Does bira know?

Teju- No. I dont want him to know.

Babs- At least inform him. He might be worried if u dont reach home.

Teju- He wont give a fuck.

Babs- my house key is with my neighbour. I will call them n tell them to give it to u.

Teju- Thanks babs. Dont tell anyone.

Teju went to babs house.
She entered the house. Put the bags down. Sat on the floor n cried. She cried till her eyes were dry.

She couldnt understand how situation got so bad. She said things he said things.
She just needed alone time to think about everything.
She needed a break from everyone.
Family, friends n kk.
She was feeling like she was loosing control of her life.

On the other side kk was frustrated. He sat on his sofa with head between his hands looking down. He loved her crazy. He only wanted her. He thought that should have been enough for them.

But clearly he was wrong. Cos this fight was not out of jealousy or doubts or any cheating. This was cos they were v different ppl.

He couldnt think of anything anymore. He just got up to make tea.
But his mind was distracted.
He tried his best to stop the overthinking but it was just getting worse.

Just then the bell rang n it was um n rash.

He decided to put on a happy face n not say a word to anyone about today.