Sweet but Psycho

SBP 2

Dew Villary points of view:

My feelings towards him grows deeper..

I was 13 back then..

"Hey Villary who is your crush?" my classmates ask me.

"Crush? What is that?" I ask her back.

"Crush.. yung lalakeng gusto mo o your ideal man.. ganun." she replied.

"No its different.." my other classmate interfere. "Crush is just infatuation and ideal man is the man you want to have." she explained.

Crush? A boy? Ideal man?.. it's only kuya Isaac who's with me all the time because I don't want other boys.

Ideal man? I want caring and responsible man. A man na masayang kasama. Who can spoiled me for everything. Handsome and a masculine like kuya Isaac. An intelligent and full of confidence like kuya Isaac. A man with oozing charm and tall like kuya Isaac. Oh gosh! I want my ideal man to be exactly like kuya Isaac.

"Hey Villary, ano na.. who is your crush?" she asked me again.

"I don't have crush. But i have an ideal man." nakangiting sabi ko sa kanya.

"Then tell me who is it?" she then asked excitedly.

"I want my ideal man to be exactly like my kuya Isaac." I happily said. And started that day, I admitted I was obsessed with my kuya Isaac.

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After school sinusundo ako lage ni Kuya Isaac. May sarili kaming driver pero its my request to him na hatid-sundo na niya ako sa school. I'm so happy kapag kasama ko siya lage dahil nga diba he's my ideal man.

One time nabalitaan kong may nagkagusto sa kanya sa school nila at sobra akong nainis doon. I don't know what's the girls name but I secretly hate her kahit hindi ko pa siya nakikilala.

"Hey Villary." napalingon ako sa lalakeng bumati sa akin. I don't know what's his name but base on his uniform, nag-aaral din siya sa Montella High.

"Hello." I greeted him back. In this school I'm known to be a model student. A well disciplined granddaughter of the school's owner.

"I'm Wind.. nice to see you here." he said. Nagpigil akong huwag mag-ikot ng mata sa kanya. Obviously this is my school, araw-araw ay nandito ako sa paaralang ito. Other people really thought that I'm always good.. but deep inside, I know I'm not. There's inside me na kabaligtaran lahat ng nakikita ng iba.

The boy keeps on talking and I already rehersed whatever expression I will show to him.. —to them. Inside my head, I want to walk away and leave him like an idiot but I can't do it right now. Kaya ko pa naman magpigil ng taray.

I saw Kuya Isaac's car na papunta na sa pwesto kung saan ako kasama ng lalakeng ito nakatayo. Bigla na lang may pumasok na kabaliwan sa isip ko and I want to make him jealous pambayad man lang sa inis dahil sa babaeng nagkakagusto sa kanya. I admitted, I'm obsess with him. Ayokong pinagkakainteresan siya ng iba lalong-lalo na ang mga babae.

I give my sweetest smile to the boy who's continuously talking in front of me. Sinigurado kong makikita iyon ni Kuya at segundo lang ang dumaan ng mabilis siyang lumabas sa kotse niya.

I introduced Wind to him but I know he's not interested. Base sa ekspresyon ng mukha niya ngayon, he's annoyed and I know he's jealous.

Successful plan. I'm secretly smirking while looking into his annoyed face ngunit ng mapatingin siya sa akin ay pinakita ko din ang ekspresyong kinasanayan niyang makita sa akin.

"Let's go Kuya." yaya ko sa kanya at bahagya naman akong tumango kay Wind. "Bye Wind, see you tomorrow." paalam ko pa dito bago pa umalis ang sasakyan ni kuya Isaac.

I giggled a little ng makita kong mas lalong bumusangot ang mukha niya sa sinabi ko kay Wind. I know this is not right but I want his full attention being mine, alone. And not to the other girls.

"Kuya, I love you." I sweetly said while leaning into her right arm. Sanay na siyang sinasabihan ko siya ng matatamis na salita pero hindi ko lang alam kung kapareho ba ng ibig kong ipahiwatig sa kanya ang pagkakaunawa niya sa sinabi ko.

"Don't talk to that boy again, hmm Villary?" malumanay niyang sambit ngunit ramdam ko doon ang pagbabanta. Marahil ay feeling ko lang iyon ngunit gusto kong paniwalaan ang pakiramdam kung iyon.

"Why, hmm?" i asked, facing him while I'm still leaning on his arm.

"Tsk, I just don't like seeing you talking to other boys Villary." nakakunot noo na niyang sambit.

"Why? Are you jealous?" natatawa ko namang tanong na ikinalingon niya sa akin kaya ilang dangkal na lang ang layo ng mga mukha naming dalawa. Narinig ko pa ang paglunok niya ngunit kaagad niya ding binalik ang paningin niya sa harap. I know I'm a tease pero gustong-gusto ko iyong gawin sa kanya.

"Villary." kapagkuwan ay tawag niya sa akin.

"Hmm?" mahina ko namang sagot na alam kong iba ang naging tunog niyon.

"Fuck." I heard him cursing na kahit mahina ay narinig ko pa rin iyon. Naramdaman ko ang paghugot niya ng hininga at ang bahagyang pagdampi ng baba niya sa ulunan ko.

"Just don't talk to other boys, okay?" sambit niya lang kalaunan. Mahina naman akong natawa habang dahan-dahang yumayakap sa kanya.

"Hmm, okay, basta palage mo akong kakausapin kuya, hindi ako makikipag-usap sa iba." sambit ko. Tinaas-taas ko pa ang kilay ko habang nakatingala sa kanya. I want you to be mine kuya Isaac.

"Tsk. Such a brat." naiiling niyang sambit habang bahagya ng nakangiti sa akin.

Someday, you'll be mine Isaac Vios Montella.

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