"What do you mean you're not sure what you are?! It's been 12 fuckin' years John! You've been taking me for a fool" she screamed In my face. She looked really pissed.
"I didn't know how to tell you-I"
"Is that so? I trusted you. I gave my everything to you. You've always been my love, we shared everything. You haven't been yourself since you came back or America changed you, you are not the same man you once were"
"Stop It okay! This is why I didn't tell people. I didn't want to be judged. Damn I didn't even know myself. I wasn't sure. Shit just happened "
"You sound like a fuckin' idiot. We live in an era where everyone Is free to live however the fuck they want, what was difficult then." Her words hurt like a needle piercing through a skin. I felt anger and disgust in each word she uttered out of her mouth. I was broken.
"What do you want me to do Thando?" I sounded unsure and hurt at the same time. I know the decision she's about to make and it is not pleasing at all.
"We've been married for twelve years. We knew each other long back before we married. You had all the time John. Don't blame me for judging you because you give me no choice.I -i don't even want to look at you right now."
"What do you mean?" My heart was beating fast. Her eyes that normally are filled with joy and love are red from tears. I caused her this pain.
"I want a divorce."
"We have a kid"
"I told you I have no choice." Her mind was made up and I was defeated.
"There's always a choice. I love you Thando!" We stood there in an awkward silence. I could feel our bond being disconnected. I just didn't know she was going to find out one day. She breathed in heavily.
"Were you ever going to tell me?" She looked serious, hurt and angry.
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THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE 1
RomanceINTRODUCTION John Smith is a typical nerd who is going through a phase he cannot explain. He is fighting a battle on his sexual desires which he feels he needs to suppress. Due to the nature of the heart he eventually gives in secretly not knowing...
